Dear Public Diary,

Dear Diary,
I'm going through a sugar withdrawal and it sucks but I'm not going to break and sooner or later it will be better and so worth it. Plus once I get to my goal weight I'll be happy and my boobies will be smaller and my back and neck will thank me. ♡♡♡
Well done :) Keep it up :) Once the weight comes off you will feel the diff in your back ...Do alot more core exercises as this will help with being top heavy :)
 
Well done :) Keep it up :) Once the weight comes off you will feel the diff in your back ...Do alot more core exercises as this will help with being top heavy :)
Aww yeah thanks well what I meant by my boobs will be smaller is that I once hit my goal weight I need to be approved for breast reduction surgery lol so once I get that I'll be happy for sure.
 
Dear Diary,

I had an encounter with a cat today. It meowed at me and I think he was saying: "Get the fuck out off my territory" because the cat kept looking at me untill I was almost out of sight.
I took a different route on my way back.

Thank you diary, I wish you could talk back.
 
[/weirdo]

I wonder how many FCN'ers are currently unemployed as a result of the pandemic.
 
[/thank you for the compliment]

Pandemic or not, some of us have always been expert loafers living without a care in the world, with nary a thing to do, in mommy and daddy's basement with free food and board. Between chatting, forum'ing, private messaging and lurking, it is practically a full time job with just enough time to stuff food down our gullets.

Are you still aiming for 1 mil in posts? This should bode well for the site's membership and posting numbers.
 
My Dear Public Diary,
Ive had a few drinks tonight
And a few cones too :)
I might be called Blonde, although Im Brunette.
And I might be called Feeble ,although I'm Strong.
But don't look for my heart. It isn't there.
It was thrown away, without a care.
Him, The one up stairs,
The One with the power , The One with the Pain,
Keep it I say,Keep it away.
but noooooo .
He thinks I don't have enough to contend with today
So do you see Dear Diary?
Why sometimes its hard to stay?
But I wait and I wait and I wait some more
For my salvation to knock on my hearts door,
Is it here yet? Did I miss it?
Do I want it? Do I need it?
Do I care?
I Can't tell as my heart is not here nor there.
But I'm a Brunette and I'm Strong
I'm an Eccentric and Electric,
But you took my Heart And you took my Soul
You are a greedy Toad but for what goal.
Im a Strong, Brunette, Electrifying Eccentric,
For this I must remember,
Because when we meet , You WILL clear your plans
You have some answers owing to me
Answers that I wont believe.

My journey to a little salvation is still on the Horizon but amidst a shroud of a doubtful cloud.

The Ramblings of a Tipsy Fool that only a Tipsy Fool could understand.

Me x
The Tipsy One
 
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This is the time I wish I weren't single and glad I'm single at the same time.

Hahahaa. The woman next door to you (Mrs. Olteets! You didn't forget her, did you?) or across the street or down your block mighr be feeling the same way in regards to non-singleness. Otherwise there's plenty of material here on fcn for you too, boss.

I wonder if sextoy industry is flourishing.

Bet you it is. However, packages are being prioritized and delayed (I suppose to minimize worker and driver contact with them), the hornies will be frustrated waiting for those toys, and therefore turn to fcn to satisfy their urges.
 
My Dear Public Diary,
Ive had a few drinks tonight
And a few cones too :)
I might be called Blonde, although Im Brunette.
And I might be called Feeble ,although I'm Strong.
But don't look for my heart. It isn't there.
It was thrown away, without a care.
Him, The one up stairs,
The One with the power , The One with the Pain,
Keep it I say,Keep it away.
but noooooo .
He thinks I don't have enough to contend with today
So do you see Dear Diary?
Why sometimes its hard to stay?
But I wait and I wait and I wait some more
For my salvation to knock on my hearts door,
Is it here yet? Did I miss it?
Do I want it? Do I need it?
Do I care?
I Can't tell as my heart is not here nor there.
But I'm a Brunette and I'm Strong
I'm an Eccentric and Electric,
But you took my Heart And you took my Soul
You are a greedy Toad but for what goal.
Im a Strong, Brunette, Electrifying Eccentric,
For this I must remember,
Because when we meet , You WILL clear your plans
You have some answers owing to me
Answers that I wont believe.

My journey to a little salvation is still on the Horizon but amidst a shroud of doubtful cloud.

The Ramblings of a Tipsy Fool that only a Tipsy Fool could understand.

Me x
The Tipsy One

Cheers...Slurp
 
Dear stupid Diary,

Me : I'm peeved. You've told me that having no expectations was the smartest way to be. But here I am. Peeved, frustrated, and even maybe borderline pissed.

Diary : You know what to do when you get like this. You know the mantra of "no attachments, no complaints, no expectations". Remind yourself of what you already know, of what you have practiced many times before to get out of this zone and back to being grounded.

Me : Listen, I know this. You don't have tell me this.

Diary : Well, apparently I do have to tell you again. You're unwilling to give up your upset. You're bent on staying peeved. At the moment, your ego is ruling you. Your emotions are unsettling you.

Me : I'm human. Aren't I entitled to these emotions? Aren't I allowed to be upset? To want acknowledgement by those who matter most to me?

Diary : To be overtaken by emotions such that you lose your peace of mind, is being detrimental to you. You gain nothing. You lose everything. Peace of mind is priceless and entirely within your control and not anybody else's.

Me : I'm still terribly upset and saddened by the situation.

Diary : I know. As long as you just sit with your emotions, work through them, give them up, those anti-you feelings will dissipate. We have expounded upon this. We have done this before and you have built a mental imprint and procedure on how to proceed.

Me : The sooner, the better.

Diary : Right. Tell me, why do you expect something in return? What happened to doing something just to do it? Why live waiting for a future acknowledgement? Having expectations means you are being selfish. How can you be love if your actions are being silently conditional?

Me : Because I give and give.

Diary : You also get and get. Be grateful for those moments. See them as weighing more than the not-so-ideal moments. It's all in how we approach life.

Me : OK.

Diary : Right. Sit. Breathe. Clear your mind. Let it go. Let your expectations dissipate. Write down youe gratitudes.

Me : OK.

Diary : Do it. I am you, so I expect you to do this :)

Me : Hahahahaa

Diary : I'll always be there for you when you need to talk things out. Remember, you are the absolute best friend that you ought to have and that you do have.

Me : Thank you. I'm sorry for calling you stupid earlier.

Diary : Better to me than to you :D

:)

See ya next time. xo
 

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