complicatedsex
Ok, ok....so now that I'm a little more acquainted with everyone, I suppose I can explain my chosen screen name.
In 2010, I married the woman of my dreams...we had been together since 2003, I helped raise her 3 year old and then in 2011, we had another kid....We remained what everyone thought was the perfect couple, we NEVER had any arguments, and we were very intimate with each other everyday. I brought her flowers or chocolates or some sort of small gift at least once a week...
Then towards the end of 2017, our relationship had taken a sharp turn. Nobody else knew or could tell, but I could and she could...
She started going to a psychiatrist, who determined finally, that she had developed schizophrenia, and with that came CAPGRAS SYNDROME, or Capgras Delusion.
This is when you develop an irrational delusion that a loved one has been replaced with an identical imposter...
I'm as faithful and loyal as they come, so I tried my best to keep it together for the kids, but she had lost it. It didn't take her long to realize that she felt a connection to me and I was the only person she felt comfortable and safe with so she opened up to me again.
We again had become best friends, but she is as faithful as me, so we no longer have sex, for fear "her husband" will find out.
Fast forward to today, we're still married, still live together, still love each other, but even though we're both very attracted to each other we respect her decision to not cheat on me. I still take care of her and pay for her.
I needed more but never expressed that to her, but she knew... So she told me if I needed to have sex it's fine, but she didn't want me to talk about it with her because I look just like her husband and it would make her jealous because of her inexplicable attraction towards me.
Unfortunately, I don't know how to go about it, so I still have not had any type of sexual encounter since 2017 and I'm only 34 years old...I still am in love with her, so it's complicated for me to have sex! Not that I wouldn't have sex if the opportunity presented itself, but I don't go looking for it.
In 2010, I married the woman of my dreams...we had been together since 2003, I helped raise her 3 year old and then in 2011, we had another kid....We remained what everyone thought was the perfect couple, we NEVER had any arguments, and we were very intimate with each other everyday. I brought her flowers or chocolates or some sort of small gift at least once a week...
Then towards the end of 2017, our relationship had taken a sharp turn. Nobody else knew or could tell, but I could and she could...
She started going to a psychiatrist, who determined finally, that she had developed schizophrenia, and with that came CAPGRAS SYNDROME, or Capgras Delusion.
This is when you develop an irrational delusion that a loved one has been replaced with an identical imposter...
I'm as faithful and loyal as they come, so I tried my best to keep it together for the kids, but she had lost it. It didn't take her long to realize that she felt a connection to me and I was the only person she felt comfortable and safe with so she opened up to me again.
We again had become best friends, but she is as faithful as me, so we no longer have sex, for fear "her husband" will find out.
Fast forward to today, we're still married, still live together, still love each other, but even though we're both very attracted to each other we respect her decision to not cheat on me. I still take care of her and pay for her.
I needed more but never expressed that to her, but she knew... So she told me if I needed to have sex it's fine, but she didn't want me to talk about it with her because I look just like her husband and it would make her jealous because of her inexplicable attraction towards me.
Unfortunately, I don't know how to go about it, so I still have not had any type of sexual encounter since 2017 and I'm only 34 years old...I still am in love with her, so it's complicated for me to have sex! Not that I wouldn't have sex if the opportunity presented itself, but I don't go looking for it.
- Birthday
- May 6, 1985 (Age: 41)
- Location
- Portland, OR
- Gender
- Male
- Occupation
- Waterscape designs and creations
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