I live with a genetic disorder which causes me to vastly overproduce oestrogen. This is called "Oestrogen dominance" and it has some good symptoms and a whole bunch of bad ones.
On the good side, I have very curvy feminine fat distribution, and I bet you all enjoyed that in the profile picture! On the bad side there are a ton of things such as emotional whiplash, being easily affected by feelings, getting random headaches, I can't get pregnant, my immune system is terrible and I struggle to sleep along with much more.
One more peculiar effect this has had is that I ended up developing Galactorrhoea, a condition where despite still not having even had sex, I produce milk, lactate and experience let down reflexes. Due to those let down reflexes being misaligned, I'll probably always lactate a bit. Sorry if that seems disgusting. Hence why I warn about it here.
This developed when I was just newly a teen, and ended up getting me bullied to where I could no longer go to school. I have a lot of trauma about this, to where I can basically no longer go outside even several years later. I study at a slower pace from home, so I'm still in school and will be for a while. I'm a mess, but I am trying my best. I was already not great at social skills, and this probably has not helped and rather has made me even worse at it. Recently I've sort of learned to handle my trauma somewhat by sexualizing that kind of bullying and mean treatment a bit. It's another reason I'm somewhat excited to come to a place like this and chat to real people. Maybe I get to experience some of it in a fun context.
To clarify though, I don't want your pity, haha. I don't feel sorry for myself and neither should you. I just think it's fair of me to let people know this kinda stuff. Especially cause yea I'm not someone most will wanna bother with.