jade8
Good morning, good afternoon or good evening, i'm thrilled to be here, sharing ideas, thoughts and some of my inner most desires that have been very well hidden from the world for my entire life.
i am certain that i was born hardwired to be submissive. It also helps that asian culture is very patriarchal and place more value upon male heir than it does female. i was taught to respect my elder from a very young age and expecially my male elders. Growing up in England, i think i just got used to being instructed and taught by White Men, which is probably where my fetish first manifested. Ask me about "The Key to Rebecca" since the FCN terms of use won't allow me to post the whole story here, as it may be a little sensitive for those who are offended easily. It will explain a lot about my formative years and how i developed into who i am now.
i'm all grown up now, and thanks to the internet, i know i'm not a perverted freak with deviant sexual desires. Thanks to the internet, i know that i am part of a community of like minded individuals, consenting adults who seek the fulfilment that comes from either submitting to a Master or Mistress or Dominating a submissive.
In case you were wondering, that's me in the picture, with all my blemishes and pimples perfectly removed by AI showing only the most flawless skin. Although i'm not exactly going to win any beauty pageants, i do try to stay fit. i swim, dance and yoga as much as i can, unfortunately, i have very poor impulse control and snack far too much. Potato chips are my weakness. And with my new job requiring very odd hours and a lot of time spent in a very very dry environment onboard the various aircraft i operate in, serving food and drink to passengers who, some may or may not like to see me naked on my knees as opposed to wearing my kebaya on my knees reaching for the tray in the bottom shelf of the cart to pull out their neatly packaged airline meal, i'm sure this will dry outmy skin unless i stay moisturised (If anyone wants to "sponsor" me with some SKII skin care products, i'm open to suggestions).
i am quite sure that we all know what "Yellow Fever" is, and the image of a submissive, tiny, young asian girl with white man is probably one of the most sort after searches on porn sites... Well... i have the opposite of "Yellow Fever'... i find myself suffering from "Pink Wrinkly Fever". Which is to say that i am aroused by thought of being used by an older, White Man. Someone in His 40's, more than double my age. Someone mature and who has had time to refine his methods and who is patient enough to take his time with me. i'm sure we'd spend a lot of time exploring my limits and cuddling and watching movies and going out sight seeing and eating at nice restaurants and meeting the family.
Some might say that i am a bit of cliche. Asian female, submissive and lusting after a White Man... yes, very cliched. YouTube and Social media will tell you that asian girls are independent, self sufficient, tell-you-like-it-is modern women. Which for the most part, we are. Much to the chagrin of my asiatic sisters, who have fought for generations to be taken seriously and seen as equal... well, as equal as can be... unfortunately for them, girls like me, perpetuate the idea that all asian women are hungry-for-white-cock and need a Dominant Man to take charge of us, making it even more difficult for them to escape the stereotype. i have the mindset from another century, a time when the Nature of Things was different. Where gender roles were different. i sometimes feel that perhaps i was born in the wrong century, and would have made someone a delightful slavegirl purchased at auction for a few gold coins. And then i come back to my sense and realise that being a "slavegirl" today is much healthier and way more fulfilling.. oh and can;t be murdered for fun or worked to death, so yeah, maybe this century is right for me.
As you can see, i do have a tendency to be a little long winded at times, sorry, i'm sure if we ever meet, You'd have a suitable punishment in mind, but until then, i shall endeavour to upload as much honest content as i can.
Until next time, have wonderful day and stay safe.
i am certain that i was born hardwired to be submissive. It also helps that asian culture is very patriarchal and place more value upon male heir than it does female. i was taught to respect my elder from a very young age and expecially my male elders. Growing up in England, i think i just got used to being instructed and taught by White Men, which is probably where my fetish first manifested. Ask me about "The Key to Rebecca" since the FCN terms of use won't allow me to post the whole story here, as it may be a little sensitive for those who are offended easily. It will explain a lot about my formative years and how i developed into who i am now.
i'm all grown up now, and thanks to the internet, i know i'm not a perverted freak with deviant sexual desires. Thanks to the internet, i know that i am part of a community of like minded individuals, consenting adults who seek the fulfilment that comes from either submitting to a Master or Mistress or Dominating a submissive.
In case you were wondering, that's me in the picture, with all my blemishes and pimples perfectly removed by AI showing only the most flawless skin. Although i'm not exactly going to win any beauty pageants, i do try to stay fit. i swim, dance and yoga as much as i can, unfortunately, i have very poor impulse control and snack far too much. Potato chips are my weakness. And with my new job requiring very odd hours and a lot of time spent in a very very dry environment onboard the various aircraft i operate in, serving food and drink to passengers who, some may or may not like to see me naked on my knees as opposed to wearing my kebaya on my knees reaching for the tray in the bottom shelf of the cart to pull out their neatly packaged airline meal, i'm sure this will dry outmy skin unless i stay moisturised (If anyone wants to "sponsor" me with some SKII skin care products, i'm open to suggestions).
i am quite sure that we all know what "Yellow Fever" is, and the image of a submissive, tiny, young asian girl with white man is probably one of the most sort after searches on porn sites... Well... i have the opposite of "Yellow Fever'... i find myself suffering from "Pink Wrinkly Fever". Which is to say that i am aroused by thought of being used by an older, White Man. Someone in His 40's, more than double my age. Someone mature and who has had time to refine his methods and who is patient enough to take his time with me. i'm sure we'd spend a lot of time exploring my limits and cuddling and watching movies and going out sight seeing and eating at nice restaurants and meeting the family.
Some might say that i am a bit of cliche. Asian female, submissive and lusting after a White Man... yes, very cliched. YouTube and Social media will tell you that asian girls are independent, self sufficient, tell-you-like-it-is modern women. Which for the most part, we are. Much to the chagrin of my asiatic sisters, who have fought for generations to be taken seriously and seen as equal... well, as equal as can be... unfortunately for them, girls like me, perpetuate the idea that all asian women are hungry-for-white-cock and need a Dominant Man to take charge of us, making it even more difficult for them to escape the stereotype. i have the mindset from another century, a time when the Nature of Things was different. Where gender roles were different. i sometimes feel that perhaps i was born in the wrong century, and would have made someone a delightful slavegirl purchased at auction for a few gold coins. And then i come back to my sense and realise that being a "slavegirl" today is much healthier and way more fulfilling.. oh and can;t be murdered for fun or worked to death, so yeah, maybe this century is right for me.
As you can see, i do have a tendency to be a little long winded at times, sorry, i'm sure if we ever meet, You'd have a suitable punishment in mind, but until then, i shall endeavour to upload as much honest content as i can.
Until next time, have wonderful day and stay safe.
- Birthday
- Aug 13, 2002 (Age: 23)
- Location
- Petailng Jaya, Malaysia
- Gender
- Female
- Occupation
- Cabin Crew
- FCN chat rooms I visit
- SubsandDoms and PetiteWomen
- Profile Type
- Exhibition and Flirting / Real
- My age
- 20-24
- My Generation
- Degenerate
- Sexual Orientation
- Bi-curious
- Gender Identity
- Woman
- PGP
- she, her, her, hers, herself
- Self-described Expression
- Feminine
- Sapiosexual
- Nihilist
- Eccentric
- Trophy
- Hopeless Romantic
- Dogperson
- Bottom
- Relationship Status
- Forever alone
- Looking For
- Live Chat in FreeChatNow.com chat rooms
- Friends
- Networking
- Flirting
- Role play
- Attention
- Treasure
- Recipes for disasters
- Holiday Boyfriend
- You
- Myself
- Forum games and banter
- Owner
- Open to Age Min (18+)
- 35
- Open to Age Max (18+)
- 65
- Zodiac
- Leo
- BDSM
- Submissive
- Body Type
- Athletic
- Stature
- Petite / Short
- Languages
- Multilingual (3+)
- Personality
- Ambivert (Well Balanced)
- Myers-Briggs type
- Logician - INTP-A / INTP-T
- Faith
- Spiritual
- Politics
- In it for comedy
- Stimulation & Stress Relief
- Occasional / Social Drinker
- Coffee
- Tea
- Anything with caffeine
- Resistance training
- Kinks and Fetishes
- i am completely submissive and fantasise about Dominant Older White Men, with greying temples, akin to Dr. Strange, buying me at an online auction, Owning me, collaring me, tattooing me or branding me, before breaking me down and moulding me into their depiction of a perfect slave. Delicious thoughts while i finger myself to an orgasm.
Race play and, coupled with bondage, total control and power exchange. Imbalances like nude females in the company of clothed Men. Caged, exposed, performing and entertaining, displayed and judged, all for the amusement of White Men and perhaps White women. The humiliation and agony of public beatings, whipped with no where to turn, strangers laughing and chatting as they enjoy the show of a naked asian girl, hanging by her wrists, whimpering for mercy as she is flops and twists in the air with each lash of the whip.
Cooking and serving my Owner breakfast, then cleaning up after, cleaning His house, His clothes, ironing them and making sure they're put away. Waiting for Him to finish eating, sometimes on my knees and of course eating from His hand, if He's feeling charitable, if not, from my a bowl on the floor. But only after He finishes His meal.
Massaging Him and bathing Him.
Performing all my duties nude, except for the collar locked around my neck, and even when i'm alone at home, He can always log on to the CCTV cameras that stream what i am doing in His house.
Yes, my mind is that twisted and yes, i have been thinking about this a lot.
- Role play interests
- Not really role play perse, more like discussing methods of control and enforcing obedience, both physical reinforcement and psychological methods of subduing and Dominating submissive girls.
- Music Interests
- i like all sorts of music, contemporary music is fine while driving, but right mow i am obsessed with the oldies and Pink has some really solid anthems that genuinely speak to me.
- Sports Interests
- Although this may seem odd, but "i never walk alone" and Jorden Henderson is the Older White Man i dream about the most.. yes, i am Liverpool fan, just like my father before me, so if You're a Man-U fan, we cannot be friends.
- Hobbies and Pastime
- Since i discovered yoga, it is something i do whenever i can. Travelling, reading, dancing, swimming, eating new and exciting foods, driving manual cars... and new things that i discover almost weekly... and often forget about just as quickly. Also, with my new job as a flight attendant, i will be doing a lot more travelling and exploring of foreign countries.
- Other Interests
- i love writing, fiction, mostly fiction... erotic fiction. Obviously... duh!
- My ideal partner
- My ideal partner would be someone mature and Dominant, who will guide me and correct my when necessary, discipline me, care for me, love me, punish me, reward me, mould me, enjoy me, control me and set me free.... yeah, i'm a contradiction, or it would seem that way to someone who doesn't understand this, but to someone who does, then it should make perfect sense.
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