I'm a bubbly, shy at first, blooming transgender woman (mtf) who "failed as a man" and force feminised herself to perfection. My bewbs and booty are growing fast and its only YEAR DEUX and change is coming on quick like a violent storm with a big gay rainbow at the end of the chaos. its like im going through puberty again, only in reverse and on opposite side of the aisle. Only instead of boners poking out of my clothing, its my perky invasive milky milkers. Always knew i was feminine as i kept living a totally different life, but never thought i would ever take the plunge into literally becoming chrysalis. Like im in another dimension. A "human caterpillar". I guess its better than being a "Human Centipede" (dont watch it, and dont watch "A Serbian Film" because they are depraved and could possibly make you stunted), amirite? Everything aches, but in a good way. I love sex, and am a hedonist wicked witch (no really, i am a witch) and a weirdo. Porn daily. NO kids so I am mostly "free as a bird, trapped in a cage" . I am a "clean, pristine fuck machine". I will eat-eat a woman's "pretty pink stink hole" but "I Say No way" to licking a man's "gnarly salad", for they are forever dirty, gritty, dark shadowed, and hairy no matter how much you shave it, darlings. Is that misogyny towards men to be THAT against eating a dude's "nasty, grey, tongue bung"? Look, I know it's weird, absurd even. If you knew me, you would understand the jibber-jabbering and "waxing poetic" of my explanation behind not eating "guy poonani". If I could explain it better, i would, trust me gentlemen.
RIGHT. well, one of the particular thing I am "oh so seeking" is my very own personal domination Queen. A dominatrix i dont pay, but she isnt my girlfriend either since i'm "polyamorous and glamorous". She doesn't have to be physically strong or masculine, or mean-spirited even outside of the bedroom. In fact i would prefer that she were normal until it was time to get down to the organized cruelty. Preferably a pretty white woman who was bullied roughly in highscool with a high sex drive, and a mouth that will destroy me beyond anything my mind can ever comprehend in this rigged reality.
What i want is for her to feminize me, penetrate me, push my limits, purge me of all outside fear, to break me out of my cage, and then trap me inside of her's, bdsm, edging, gooning, me drooling like my face is numb, tied to the bed and verbally tormented as she hurls slurs and "assaults me with the wicked shit", the dark carnival of wickedness, the Pimp shit, and yes, even the Devil shit. In other words, i need a sinister dominatrix, she dresses like a female skinhead, and insists we blare music like KMFDM, Wümpscüt and Absurdist Gregorian Noise music during our hot sessions, and it will make us feel like our souls are descending into Hell, and I am the key she uses to get us through the flaming gateway into Beezlebub's fortress inferno. But since we will both be a coupla' bad, right out-to-lunch, "Looney Tunes" bitches, upon our arrival the Devil's top-heavy eggplant penis swelled up like a baseball bat and got hard like a grade 12 math exam, taking dominion over us and "deep-fuck stomach punches" us both for eternity while we suck and scissor eachother with the devil's grueling, dark, 13 inch donkey-dick.
i promise you i'm only "mildly crazy", but if i am one thing, its that i am certainly "certified sex-crazed" and i am truly unashamed for the most part and a doe-eyed slut who is still in a "sexual prime", re-discovering my soft, cuddly, feminine, computer system updated body that just keeps gaining mass, like im being "fattened up" to be cooked in a stew.
Wait, what?
Oh and my dong has become way less important now, and i am fine with that. So many so-called "men" have issues with that, and i say: "your loss, losers".
So here's hoping my soon-to-be dominatrix takes me to Hell and back. That's really all i had to say but i am horny and eager to tell sexy stories like a horny, XXX-rated version of Mark Twain, only to be more like a mix between Alistair Crowley, Beetlejuice and Mallory Knox, "spunked" from beneath the "Sodom orgy pits" from Hell's darkest pits.
Now I am complete.....