lingurade
New Member
Hello everyone, my name is Jerry, I separated from my wife of 10 years this past November, I've been through enough sexual frustration throughout the marriage and even now after months into another relationship im finding myself constantly frustrated, backed up, and in a huge lack on the release dept.
I am very adventurous about my sexual interests and fetishes. I have a keen arousal factor from the following in no particular order:
-Exhibitionism / Voyeur
I have always had excitement at the risk factor of tanning nude or self play in semi public places like being hidden away in the nature off the beaten path, or letting it all hang out while I'm chilling and toked out in the back of my VW van (it does have tinted windows, and curtains at the least)
-Crossdressing
There's just something about a smoothly shaved crotch and the silky smooth feeling of a thong up the ass crack that gets my blood flowing.. and a combination of frustration over BBC (will get to that here shortly)
Hotwife / Cuckold
I have in fact been cheated on by my wife multiple times.. I was no better doing the same to her so it's is what it is, however it stemmed into the again mentioned frustration I would endure from lack of sex and knowing what I know about her encounters with others that now has me all fucked up, but yet I now learned to embrace it via porn and the hot factor of being compared to something much bigger
BBC
Yes, dare I say it, majority of videos I find myself becoming most solid by, all include the Almighty wonder of the "it's so fucking big" and all the other phrases that go alongside the mystery of just how much better, and incomparable the big black cock is. Which made me mad at first, but you know as time goes by and we just face the facts and I now just go with the flow of enjoying myself at the thought of just how much more pleasure the vagina will receive from the sheer depths it can go, that I unfortunately will never amount to, and that fantasy goes both ways, of me envisioning myself in his shoes, or bring her, in panties, fantasizing being deeply fulfilled, stretched, and dare i say fed too?
Prostate play and CUM
Not entirely sure when I first gave it a shot just for shits and giggles, but over time I have grown to really enjoy the release only achieved through milking, and oh how incredible the sensation is when you just hit that right spot and watch the prize we call cum, come right out of there. It truly is quite an experience to try different lengths of toys, as well as girth when you are finally able to get that big fat, long cucumber way in there, making you feel things that you never knew could be something to highly desire to try again and again. I guess somewhere between the BBC fantasy seeing huge loads they gift upon women as a reward for opening their holes to receive, and my early on obsession with blowjobs and cumshots, I sometimes get really drawn into how "special" the nut really is.. in my mind at least..
So I know that's quite a lot to cover for an intro, but I feel like it gives a great open understanding of where I stand, arousal wise.. my hope is to start some great conversations and enjoy chatting, swapping pics, and meeting more misunderstood or left out, sexually frustrated individuals that can help me out as much as I can help them . Hey it's a win - win am I right?
Lastly here are some stats for whoever is into the technical data, or logistics part
32, 6 ft 5, 185 lb, 7.5 inch cock
Straight male, that enjoys the wild side of things when it comes to finding what feels good.
Mainly seeking females that get off by me enjoying my particular kinks
If you read this whole thing, congrats, you can read.
But in all honesty thank you all for your time, id be glad to chat more with anyone interested in discussing any of these mentioned topics.
I am very adventurous about my sexual interests and fetishes. I have a keen arousal factor from the following in no particular order:
-Exhibitionism / Voyeur
I have always had excitement at the risk factor of tanning nude or self play in semi public places like being hidden away in the nature off the beaten path, or letting it all hang out while I'm chilling and toked out in the back of my VW van (it does have tinted windows, and curtains at the least)
-Crossdressing
There's just something about a smoothly shaved crotch and the silky smooth feeling of a thong up the ass crack that gets my blood flowing.. and a combination of frustration over BBC (will get to that here shortly)
Hotwife / Cuckold
I have in fact been cheated on by my wife multiple times.. I was no better doing the same to her so it's is what it is, however it stemmed into the again mentioned frustration I would endure from lack of sex and knowing what I know about her encounters with others that now has me all fucked up, but yet I now learned to embrace it via porn and the hot factor of being compared to something much bigger
BBC
Yes, dare I say it, majority of videos I find myself becoming most solid by, all include the Almighty wonder of the "it's so fucking big" and all the other phrases that go alongside the mystery of just how much better, and incomparable the big black cock is. Which made me mad at first, but you know as time goes by and we just face the facts and I now just go with the flow of enjoying myself at the thought of just how much more pleasure the vagina will receive from the sheer depths it can go, that I unfortunately will never amount to, and that fantasy goes both ways, of me envisioning myself in his shoes, or bring her, in panties, fantasizing being deeply fulfilled, stretched, and dare i say fed too?
Prostate play and CUM
Not entirely sure when I first gave it a shot just for shits and giggles, but over time I have grown to really enjoy the release only achieved through milking, and oh how incredible the sensation is when you just hit that right spot and watch the prize we call cum, come right out of there. It truly is quite an experience to try different lengths of toys, as well as girth when you are finally able to get that big fat, long cucumber way in there, making you feel things that you never knew could be something to highly desire to try again and again. I guess somewhere between the BBC fantasy seeing huge loads they gift upon women as a reward for opening their holes to receive, and my early on obsession with blowjobs and cumshots, I sometimes get really drawn into how "special" the nut really is.. in my mind at least..
So I know that's quite a lot to cover for an intro, but I feel like it gives a great open understanding of where I stand, arousal wise.. my hope is to start some great conversations and enjoy chatting, swapping pics, and meeting more misunderstood or left out, sexually frustrated individuals that can help me out as much as I can help them . Hey it's a win - win am I right?
Lastly here are some stats for whoever is into the technical data, or logistics part
32, 6 ft 5, 185 lb, 7.5 inch cock
Straight male, that enjoys the wild side of things when it comes to finding what feels good.
Mainly seeking females that get off by me enjoying my particular kinks
If you read this whole thing, congrats, you can read.
But in all honesty thank you all for your time, id be glad to chat more with anyone interested in discussing any of these mentioned topics.
