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BREAKS MY HEART THAT HE IS A TORTURED SOUL. TO MANY NEGATIVE, TOXIC PEEPS INTERFERING IN HIS LIFE. TRYING HARD TO DESTROY THIS BEAUTIFUL MAN. HIS DREAMS, AND DESIRES BEING DENIED, OR SERIOUSLY STOLEN FROM HIM. HE DOESN'T DESERVE ANY OF IT. SO, TODAY ALL I CAN DO FROM HERE, IS CRY FOR HIM(MY BEST FRIEND)... RM :'(

WHAT BREAKS MY HEART EVEN MORE IS THAT I'M CRAZY IN LOVE WITH HIM. BUT, I'M TO LATE, I'M TO OLD FOR HIM, TO DISABLED, TO BROKEN ON THE INSIDE. MY LOVE IS TRUE, BUT I'M NOT YOUNG ANYMORE, MY FACE REMINDS ME EVERY DAY IN THE MIRROR.

THE HAIR IS GRAY, THE BODY WHILE STILL PRETTY GOOD, ISN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANY MAN YOUNGER WHO THINKS LOVE CAN ONLY BE FOUND IN LYING, USING, TIGHT YOUNGER BODIES. WHO WILL USE THEM TREATING THEM AS A WALLET, FOR WHAT THEY CAN DO FOR THEM, TO BE USED.

THIS IS WHAT UPSETS ME THAT MEN DO THE SAME AS OLDER WOMEN. THINKING THE ATTENTION IS SINCERE, WHEN IN TRUTH WE WANT TO THINK WE ARE TRULY BEING LOVED. UNTIL REALITY SETS IN AND THE HONEY MOON FAZE WEARS OFF, AND THE I LOVE YOU'S START TO FADE.

TIL YOU WAKE ONE MORNING, AND THE I LOVE YOU'S HAVE GONE COMPLETELY, AND YOU REALIZE YOUR HEART JUST GOT BROKEN, AND YOU KNEW ALL ALONG THOSE I LOVE YOU'S WERE NEVER REAL TO START WITH, YOU JUST WANTED TO BELIEVE THEY WERE REAL, CAUSE YOU ARE REAL, AND THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE TREATED IN KIND.