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It has been a journey of test and poking and prodding of everything to learn so much is wrong with you in such a short time you keep wondering like how did I miss all this. How was all this missed. How did this all happen. I had physicals and stuff but no one ever did the right tests. When I had CT's they dismissed the liver issues lol. like well she is dying anyways so really doesn't matter. LOL

Like maybe back then I could have done more. Changed a lot of what I was doing before it got his far. But my quote for all of this is "Analysis of death is not for the sake of becoming fearful but to appreciate this precious lifetime". I know I have a lot of friends on here and I thank you all

especially @Vicki_Wolf for her support and poems and songs as I have been doing so much to accept everything. I am now on a healing mental journey with a friend listening to a book and doing things for my mental health.

I can only wish you all a great life and lots of love. No I am not leaving FCN, just wanted people to know that I am here and finally accepting it all. I have mostly been in the chatrooms lately just watching a lot mostly and falling asleep in it LOL. Not sure if it was just boring or soothing to just watch people talk. I love all you people and friends and can't thank you enough for your love.

I admire your attitude Morella so much. Hugs and respect

Thank you @youngbustyredhead. Big hugs

My sweet Morella. HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. I love you. A nurses job is to comfort and heal the heart and soul and pray the doctors can heal the body. I have often said making you smile and feel accepted and loved is beyond important to me.