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  1. alfija

    Humiliation isn't the kink. Being controlled is. Being used freely regardless of my...

    Humiliation isn't the kink. Being controlled is. Being used freely regardless of my embarrassment makes me feel like a toy and that is what turns me on.
  2. alfija

    Once again I have to deny myself until a stranger gives me permission. If you would please be so...

    Once again I have to deny myself until a stranger gives me permission. If you would please be so kind, just comment that I do. Pretty please?
  3. alfija

    If I'm honest with myself, I realize I never really wanted respect in the first place.

    If I'm honest with myself, I realize I never really wanted respect in the first place.
  4. alfija

    Yes, I agreed to a costume party. But I didn't know I'd dress like a prisoner, complete with...

    Yes, I agreed to a costume party. But I didn't know I'd dress like a prisoner, complete with strip search and handcuffs.
  5. alfija

    Thank you! DM sent. :)

    Thank you! DM sent. :)
  6. alfija

    People, please, it's been three weeks. I just need a stranger to give me permission.

    People, please, it's been three weeks. I just need a stranger to give me permission.
  7. alfija

    Two full weeks of denial. A comment here? Message me? It just has to be a stranger.

    Two full weeks of denial. A comment here? Message me? It just has to be a stranger.
  8. alfija

    Almost a week. Couldn't someone take pity on me?

    Almost a week. Couldn't someone take pity on me?
  9. alfija

    I have to deny myself until I have permission from a stranger. Would appreciate someone giving...

    I have to deny myself until I have permission from a stranger. Would appreciate someone giving me permission. Pretty please?
  10. alfija

    I was desperate, painfully close, and then I heard the terrible phrase: "Would you rather cum...

    I was desperate, painfully close, and then I heard the terrible phrase: "Would you rather cum now, or would you rather please me?"
  11. alfija

    Crying is not a safe word.

    Crying is not a safe word.
  12. alfija

    Usually in creative, but deeply humiliating and often public ways.

    Usually in creative, but deeply humiliating and often public ways.
  13. alfija

    Prefer? No. But eventually no matter how much I resist it happens anyway. It's never satisfying...

    Prefer? No. But eventually no matter how much I resist it happens anyway. It's never satisfying and I'm always punished after.
  14. alfija

    I don't have permission to cum anymore. Not that I *wont* cum, just that I never have...

    I don't have permission to cum anymore. Not that I *wont* cum, just that I never have permission. So (1) they get to watch me struggle and hold back, (2) my orgasm is tainted because I know I'll be punished, and (3) they get to punish me after.
  15. alfija

    Thanks! I'm glad it got your attention and introduced the two of us. Love yours too!

    Thanks! I'm glad it got your attention and introduced the two of us. Love yours too!
  16. alfija

    "Because I can". It's not for your pleasure you treat me like this, and it's certainly not for...

    "Because I can". It's not for your pleasure you treat me like this, and it's certainly not for mine. It's just to prove that you can.
  17. alfija

    When I'm a bad girl I'm denied as punishment. When I'm a good girl I'm denied because obviously...

    When I'm a bad girl I'm denied as punishment. When I'm a good girl I'm denied because obviously the punishments are working.
  18. alfija

    Challenge successfully completed on 12/6.

    Challenge successfully completed on 12/6.
  19. alfija

    I have to deny an orgasm every day in a room with an open door. I haven't been caught yet, but...

    I have to deny an orgasm every day in a room with an open door. I haven't been caught yet, but that's how I will earn my next full orgasm.
  20. alfija

    That is until I get depraved enough. And then it begins again.

    That is until I get depraved enough. And then it begins again.
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