Why hello there gentlemen and Ladies, My name is Matt and I am a college student who is sick and tired of doing merely what others expect of me. Focusing on studying, working and physical activity has caused a deep unconscious sorrow that I didn't understand for years. At first, I thought it was simply some type of emerging mental illness, such as depression or anxiety, but recent conversations with some good friends of mine made me realize that I am a closeted promiscuous and sexually starving person , and how I ought to attempt an adult chatroom forum such as this. I am a really open guy and I enjoy drinking, psychedelics, biking, travelling, (I'll just say it, even though my intuition is telling me not to) and especially sex. I constantly dream about sex but I have been way too polite to people around me and I nearly always hide my deep sexual desire, so that I can forge a respectful lifestyle once I acquire my Bachelor's of Social Science (and hopefully I can get into the master programs I want!!), however I can not deny a crucial part of myself, since it'll only make me mentally, spiritually and emotionally unwell. There was a 20th century Swiss-German philosopher, Carl Jung, who once said that everything you desire will only be found in feared places, and I hold this to be an axiom of living in general. Jung also talked in great length about the importance of becoming a well integrated person by embracing all aspects of yourself and embedding everything into your actions, and words. So, I am going to come out of my good college student persona and embrace my repressed sexual self. I forgot to mention that I am not only here for fun, but to maybe indulge into intellectual conversations about reality, society and nature in general (a total geek!). I would also like to meet new friends and maybe forge future connections for life. It is only me who is writing the book of my own life. Let's give this the good ol' college try! One more thing! I am not saying I am a virgin, but I have turned down many women in my life for either work or studying! Don't worry Sincerely, Matt
Welcome to the forum and great intro. In my limited experience, I've discovered the best things in life are usually the hardest to get. Ls x
Thanks buddy. I already am enjoying what I've seen so far. You usually receive what you put in because of the nature of how our perception and neurochemistry functions. It's the combination of delay of gratification and focus on a goal that can turn a good situation into an ecstatic one.
All that works in most of life as well, not just chat. Gratification has many forms too, so the scope is there for what ever form you are pursuing. Ls x
If something is factual in one situation, then it is likely factual among all the same occurrences of the fact. Pursuing is so much fun too
I've spent the last few years pursuing it with increasing success. The variation in the equation is each person's definition of what 'it' is. Ls x
As long as you're making an attempt at progress because once you stagnage then you will inevitable fall on your ass. That's definitely true. Everybody inhabits their own universe and their type of pursing and success is specific to them. For me, it's as long as I get out of my bed and complete as much as I can. Sometimes I win and sometimes I fail, either way I'm still alive, and that's what drives me for improvement.
