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Wondering what to eat for breakfast even though I'm nauseous.. The struggle is real.
 
This morning I realized xDawnBBW left FCN. We never actually even really talked, just crossed each other in several participation threads. But I know I'll miss her wit, sexyness and playfulness.

The thought however is more related to people coming and leaving here: there are so many people that disappeared from day to the other, I haven't heard from or seen them since years sometimes. I just wonder what happened and hope/think they left because they were too busy and happy with real life.

There are those people... And than there are the bunch of people who leave forever and come back the next day. And do that every few months. :rolleyes:
 
As I read through some threads and status update I asked myself ...

What is the purpose of being here ... for me to have fun to excape reality from time to time having a few jokes and laugh with strangers around the world some have faces some is faceless...

But I also realize there is those bored people who's only purpose is to complain 24/7 create drama, having some personal witch hunts on others, gossiping, bad mouthing and minding others business and so on and so fort ....

And it makes me thankful for the ignore option then I dont have to read it and see it. Which mean I can contuine enjoying those few who mind they own business and is inspite of they reality never complaining and is positive and enjoying they friends and banter.

There is really more important things in this world to worry about than some internet trolls and keyboard warriors and fights with people I most probably is never going to meet in real life
 
I really wish I could have more "perspective" on life and know where its taking me. At the same time, though, I don't want to know. Its like my love/hate relationship with surprises.

I just wish I could know what people are thinking and when, which would subside my doubts and worries (hopefully), leading to a nicer, more meaningful life. Js.
 
Having a conversation with a friend on here bit earlier talking about the day and cold... while we talk I start to feel guilty ... finaly I say bye simply because I suddenly give myself a lot to think about .... here I am nice and warm in my bed, I have a hot meal, few cups of hot tea. I am not rich I live a very simple life really ... but at the same time while talking to my friend miles away acrose the world I realize .... yeah its cold, yeah its not the kind off cold I am use too .. but here I am comfy warm hot cup off tea next too me ... while somewhere out there is someone who only have a thin layer of material that cover his/her body a mother a father who could not put a hot meal on the table tonight ... and so I can list them.... and I remeber the toothless old man a year ago who have beg for some bread not money just a bread and a bottle of water ... when he got it his words was .... "ounooi ek is ryk vandag" translate into "Girl today I am rich" a simple brown bread and a bottle of water and he is rich and while talking to my friend here I have to swollow hard feeling humble ... thankful ... greatful because I am not just "rich" I am blessed ... I will not complain about the cold again.
 
I lost one of the most beautiful women I've had the chance to know and love this week. It makes me wonder.. did I tell her I loved her enough, more importantly did I show it?

I hope she knew.

That being said, make sure you treat people around you kindly. You don't have to agree with them, but know they are just as strong in their beliefs as you are in yours. Have patience, and don't judge. And lastly, the most important thing.. always make sure the people you care about know it. It only takes a second to make someone smile.

Thank you to all my friends that have been there for me this week. I really appreciate how much you cared. ❤️ *hugs*
 
I hate how my anxiety gets into my head making me feel like I'm worthless or not good enough when I know I am. Ugh I just wanna escape at times.
 
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