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[Shy_girl74]

Hello hello

I’m shy . I think sometimes I discover things of what behind my shyness. That another story . I’m 43 will be 44 in July. Im divorced and a mom of an Airman. I am told I look too young to be their mom especially since they are 20. I do not recall ever looking my age . I am a student working on my BS degree for Family Studies . I hope to find a job possibly in the CPS field . (Child Protective Services.). Or something similar. I am down to Earth loves to laugh and giggles . I admit I hate being ignored. I chat mostly in the chat rooms yes I’m shy . Not a lot get my shyness. I post sensual hot gifs when bored . I recently got hurt on here in the worst way and no I wasn’t intending to . I feel stupid . I enjoy people of all walks of life. There are different sides of me . I think some is due to the abuse I experienced in my life . My shyness might play a role in that . I’m really not mean but I don’t want someone to hurt me or control me . I’m not a sub . I am straight. I get hit on a lot by girls . I am not rude to them when they approach. I just let them know I’m straight. I am hoping to graduate in December. I have summer off and going to be working on my resume. I’m still in school cuz I quit in 05 to be there for my son . In 06 was to go back but when I remarried I was told no and i laid down that dream. It was my biggest regret. When I divorced my second ex I went looking for a job . But in that process going back to school the opportunity arose . I had 9 classes left back then. Now in the fall I will be taking my very last science class and last class. It possible I will graduate in December. I’m also a survivor of domestic abuse.

 

[RustyGuy]

Girl I commend you!!!!!!!!! Give you all the best props in life for getting out of the abuse!!!! My Mom went through it and it took me to stand in between the two of them and say no more! Told her to pack some stuff she was done. Every time the low life bastard took a step at me my friend had my back because he only tried to get me when my back was to him... So I give you the best for doing what you did!

Along with that being there for your son and showing him unconditional love has got to be huge in his eyes!! Again I commend you for doing something awesome in your and his life!!!

Now, and this is the biggest!! I commend you for taking the time to set out and finish “YOUR” goal in life and go after your dream!!! You deserve to do good unto yourself and chase your dream until you have it by the tail feathers and grab on and enjoy the freedom of flying when you reach your goal!! If you’ve made it this far, you will make it all the way!!! I’m hoping to the best future life can and will give you!! Think of all you’ve accomplished as you walk across that stage to be handed your diploma!! Congrats to you!!!!

 

[Shy_girl74]

Wishing you the best of luck. I hope it all works out better for you this time around.

Thank you

 

[Lamar56]

As for me , Shy girl i will like you for who you are !!

 

[Shy_girl74]

Girl I commend you!!!!!!!!! Give you all the best props in life for getting out of the abuse!!!! My Mom went through it and it took me to stand in between the two of them and say no more! Told her to pack some stuff she was done. Every time the low life bastard took a step at me my friend had my back because he only tried to get me when my back was to him... So I give you the best for doing what you did!

Along with that being there for your son and showing him unconditional love has got to be huge in his eyes!! Again I commend you for doing something awesome in your and his life!!!

Now, and this is the biggest!! I commend you for taking the time to set out and finish “YOUR” goal in life and go after your dream!!! You deserve to do good unto yourself and chase your dream until you have it by the tail feathers and grab on and enjoy the freedom of flying when you reach your goal!! If you’ve made it this far, you will make it all the way!!! I’m hoping to the best future life can and will give you!! Think of all you’ve accomplished as you walk across that stage to be handed your diploma!! Congrats to you!!!!

Thank you your response brought tears . The abuse part . I stayed too long but they left . It was hard . I filed for divorce after the final leave . Hardest part was sitting in lawyers office admitting to the abuse no one knew about especially my dad . I have stuck with school for last 3 years. Hasn’t been easy. My son keeps me going . Even though we are miles apart . Thanks for taking the time to respond. I needed it today

 

[Lakeside]

Welcome aboard. You seem like life has sure set some challenges before you. I hope the future offers better times than the past has.

Ls x

 

[Peacecountry]

Hello and welcome and hopefully you are able to chat with some of all the good folks on here. And I wish you well in your endeavors and much happiness and success in your future.

 

[RustyGuy]

Thank you your response brought tears . The abuse part . I stayed too long but they left . It was hard . I filed for divorce after the final leave . Hardest part was sitting in lawyers office admitting to the abuse no one knew about especially my dad . I have stuck with school for last 3 years. Hasn’t been easy. My son keeps me going . Even though we are miles apart . Thanks for taking the time to respond. I needed it today

Remember you have more than just your son pulling for you!!!! You have friends you didn’t know you had pulling for you as well!!! Don’t ever forget that!!
I’ve been around the world of abuse as I’ve watched my mom deal with it!! I’ve always been one to get into an altercation if I come upon one!! Did years ago, guy hitting a woman on a Main Street near where I lived! I put my car in park at a red light and ran across the street, spun him around so quick he didn’t have time to react!! Pushed him against the wall and held him while others called police! I’ve never taken a swing at anyone but my size and build can intimidate and as small as he was he wasn’t getting away!!
Regardless of what!! You are doing the right thing!!!! Keep pushing on towards your diploma!!! Do a good thing for yourself and the world will be cheering you on!!!

 

[Mikenova75]

Hello hello

I’m shy . I think sometimes I discover things of what behind my shyness. That another story . I’m 43 will be 44 in July. Im divorced and a mom of an Airman. I am told I look too young to be their mom especially since they are 20. I do not recall ever looking my age . I am a student working on my BS degree for Family Studies . I hope to find a job possibly in the CPS field . (Child Protective Services.). Or something similar. I am down to Earth loves to laugh and giggles . I admit I hate being ignored. I chat mostly in the chat rooms yes I’m shy . Not a lot get my shyness. I post sensual hot gifs when bored . I recently got hurt on here in the worst way and no I wasn’t intending to . I feel stupid . I enjoy people of all walks of life. There are different sides of me . I think some is due to the abuse I experienced in my life . My shyness might play a role in that . I’m really not mean but I don’t want someone to hurt me or control me . I’m not a sub . I am straight. I get hit on a lot by girls . I am not rude to them when they approach. I just let them know I’m straight. I am hoping to graduate in December. I have summer off and going to be working on my resume. I’m still in school cuz I quit in 05 to be there for my son . In 06 was to go back but when I remarried I was told no and i laid down that dream. It was my biggest regret. When I divorced my second ex I went looking for a job . But in that process going back to school the opportunity arose . I had 9 classes left back then. Now in the fall I will be taking my very last science class and last class. It possible I will graduate in December. I’m also a survivor of domestic abuse.

Hello and I want to say you sound amazing, I wish you the best of luck and I would love to have a good chat with you. Hope to talk soon mike.

 

[Shy_girl74]

Remember you have more than just your son pulling for you!!!! You have friends you didn’t know you had pulling for you as well!!! Don’t ever forget that!!
I’ve been around the world of abuse as I’ve watched my mom deal with it!! I’ve always been one to get into an altercation if I come upon one!! Did years ago, guy hitting a woman on a Main Street near where I lived! I put my car in park at a red light and ran across the street, spun him around so quick he didn’t have time to react!! Pushed him against the wall and held him while others called police! I’ve never taken a swing at anyone but my size and build can intimidate and as small as he was he wasn’t getting away!!
Regardless of what!! You are doing the right thing!!!! Keep pushing on towards your diploma!!! Do a good thing for yourself and the world will be cheering you on!!!

Thank you for that reminder

 

[Oralman]

Hello hello

I’m shy . I think sometimes I discover things of what behind my shyness. That another story . I’m 43 will be 44 in July. Im divorced and a mom of an Airman. I am told I look too young to be their mom especially since they are 20. I do not recall ever looking my age . I am a student working on my BS degree for Family Studies . I hope to find a job possibly in the CPS field . (Child Protective Services.). Or something similar. I am down to Earth loves to laugh and giggles . I admit I hate being ignored. I chat mostly in the chat rooms yes I’m shy . Not a lot get my shyness. I post sensual hot gifs when bored . I recently got hurt on here in the worst way and no I wasn’t intending to . I feel stupid . I enjoy people of all walks of life. There are different sides of me . I think some is due to the abuse I experienced in my life . My shyness might play a role in that . I’m really not mean but I don’t want someone to hurt me or control me . I’m not a sub . I am straight. I get hit on a lot by girls . I am not rude to them when they approach. I just let them know I’m straight. I am hoping to graduate in December. I have summer off and going to be working on my resume. I’m still in school cuz I quit in 05 to be there for my son . In 06 was to go back but when I remarried I was told no and i laid down that dream. It was my biggest regret. When I divorced my second ex I went looking for a job . But in that process going back to school the opportunity arose . I had 9 classes left back then. Now in the fall I will be taking my very last science class and last class. It possible I will graduate in December. I’m also a survivor of domestic abuse.

 

[Oralman]

I agree you should never let anyone tell you what to do or who to be and I am sorry that you have ever had a loser like your second ex in your life he should have supported you and encouraged you to go back to school as I did what my ex she got her degree and then shortly afterwards we got a divorce

 

[Shy_girl74]

I agree you should never let anyone tell you what to do or who to be and I am sorry that you have ever had a loser like your second ex in your life he should have supported you and encouraged you to go back to school as I did what my ex she got her degree and then shortly afterwards we got a divorce

It was part of the abuse for me not to go back and he was insecure cuz he never went to college . Maybe he knew if I did finish back then and got a good job we wouldn’t be together. I hate that I’m 43 about to be 44 and haven’t accomplished much .

 

[Oralman]

How can you say you haven't accomplished much you have raised a son you've been a good mother you're getting your degree that's a lot more and then a lot of people ever do in their life and being a mother that's the best thing anyone could ever do I think your son was very lucky to have you and I'm sorry if you feel that that's not accomplished enough just being there and raising the son that you did but you done a lot more and should be very proud of yourself and I'm sure I speak for everyone has read your post we're all very proud of you

 

[Shy_girl74]

How can you say you haven't accomplished much you have raised a son you've been a good mother you're getting your degree that's a lot more and then a lot of people ever do in their life and being a mother that's the best thing anyone could ever do I think your son was very lucky to have you and I'm sorry if you feel that that's not accomplished enough just being there and raising the son that you did but you done a lot more and should be very proud of yourself and I'm sure I speak for everyone has read your post we're all very proud of you

Thing is what I look at is my age trying finish my degree. I look at others and at my age they are getting ready to retire . More than a job I want make a difference to others