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Solitary_Scarecrow
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I wish you could hug me too... not had the best time on this site, since maybe 30 people were pretending to be my friends until they saw I wasn't what they expected... so yeah, empty... furious... depressed... going through the motions right now.
Ooo So sorry to read this xoxoxox...People in here say they don't judge but they really do...Hang in there and just keep being who you really are . i know it's a clique but you really can't go wrong when you do you
People may not like it but you don't need to care xox
lol Ooo I know the feeling lol
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I get what you're trying to say, but if I move on and pretend like it didn't happen it will only continue happening... so I have to make some changes and harden my heart for the moment, not only to protect myself, but all of you as well...Ooo So sorry to read this xoxoxox...People in here say they don't judge but they really do...Hang in there and just keep being who you really are . i know it's a clique but you really can't go wrong when you do you
I enjoyed being as I was, but people walked all over me and/or started trouble because they knew I wouldn't be able to fight back effectively... this way, people might think twice now... since I have no problem with instantly blocking the bullies, better than simply tearing them to shreds with cold/cruel logic.
ooo Here ya go Mr Shy
lol Yeah well the block button is there for that
...I'm very sure there are quite a few who have blocked me lol But whatever you do , stand your ground to be true to you
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"Be true to you"... Dropping the act for a moment, as this is a "Deep" topic for me...lol Yeah well the block button is there for that
*Deep Breath*
Are you sure you want that? As it stands none of you know me well enough to understand what being true to myself really means... I stated on another post that "I'm not like the rest of you" and while I cannot elaborate on exactly what I mean without being bullied to actual death. I can tell you that I meant it extremely seriously... we all see things differently, that's true... but what happens when you don't even feel like you're human, when you're perspective is so severely different that humans might as well be ants?
I'm no more superior than any of you, that is not what I mean to say... I simply deal with a lot more than many of you will ever come to know, given how severely you've seen me react in the past... both you and shy should recognise there is something else going on there.
Being true to myself, is not so easy as you think... as this is me, and this me... while innocent to some extent, has very few reasons to continue living in this world... since nobody will ever understand me, and I must remain alone for their sakes...
I appreciate what you meant to say, but I percieve things far differently... boiler plate responses work for others. Seldom anything works for me...
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Now I'll resume being the "Me" that keeps everybody safe from my insanity, as I'm not ashamed of being what I am... I simply do not want to hurt anybody, that is why I... "suppress" myself... I'm much too volatile when I be totally true to who I am.
If I caused any offense... I apologise, it was not my intention.
Now I'll resume being the "Me" that keeps everybody safe from my insanity, as I'm not ashamed of being what I am... I simply do not want to hurt anybody, that is why I... "suppress" myself... I'm much too volatile when I be totally true to who I am.
If I caused any offense... I apologise, it was not my intention.
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I don't what is going on with you but none of us are the same. We all deal with things in life and yes some deal with alot harsher things and more of them . No one is better than the next ( Well in my book anyway ) But we are all humans. But we are not all the same. We all think and feel things differently as well as see and think differently . Your an intelligent person and have more than likely gotten out of a lot of dark places. I do believe that most people in here have been or still are in their own dark place. I for one am . when I boil all this down,.,,, I know that dark feeling and I know that dark place. I feel it closer every day. It's different to your's but for me it's dark. I don't really know what I'm saying so I'll just say ...Stay.
When one comes to think about it ...We are all insane lol
When one comes to think about it ...We are all insane lol
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