First of all, how dare you? You're not dumb at all. Not close. I do understand the lack of social life and friends for sure.
I do play drums, but idk if I consider it creative hmm. Maybe it is. I just play the notes someone else created. Which I'm totally fine with. It's my catharsis.
You're too nice. I just think people are cool and everyone has something unique about them. And being kind is so fricking easy.