So hear me out, I dont want any pity, or bullshit from people....one of my kids was diagnosed with autism years ago, they had suicidal tendencies since they were 8 yrs old, actually tried to commit suicide then.... (lets not go to deep into that part). How many times do we have to deal with this....from your kid....8 yrs old, 10, 12, 16, doesnt matter...as a parent? it fucking sucks....I get it, life sucks....what am I supposed to do? I have no fucking clue.....anyway, happy birthday me! wooo!