i could use some real compassion right about now . Seems like everything that could go wrong is going wrong . Lost my best friend Ovens dead Dealing with anti LGTBQ hate from my mother . Dealing with my Autism being a complete annoyance and its getting worse in the sense that all my feelings and emotions are hightened and the worst they have been in years . I could use a hug not gunna get one of those cause nobody in my family really hugs me . I could use someone to teach me step by step patiently how to insert photos and cute pics and things of encouragement to others on here , I could use A day away from my brain , I could use A Village or a community anf ro people to not be irked or weirded out because im autistic and i could use someone to inbox me on here and say Hey i see you your not alone . Just like i do for others on here . I could also use a pep talk .