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I have contemplated dying in the past few weeks. Some days are truly hard. When you have issues walking or in so much pain in your joints and muscles you truly do not want to move or get out of bed. Realizing I have no one. My mom is too old to help and has dementia. No children or grandchildren, and no one to just refill your water bottle, make you soup, got to the store for you. Just someone to help. When you realize how alone you really are, you really wish for death some days. But I stay strong because i know she would not want that and would not forgive me for that. As my brother says this is the suffering part, but when is enough and when can I say when? I love life and can't wait to be in my own place but times can be so hard.
 
Joke time!:
Superman's flying around Metropolis and he spots Wonder Woman sunbathing on the roof of the Justice League of America. Superman figures that he can swoop down and fuck Wonder Woman without her even realizing it because he's Superman right? He's faster than a speeding bullet. So he swoops down and fucks her and he's gone in a flash! Wonder Woman jumps up and says 'what the hell was that?' And the Invisible Man says, 'I don't know but my ass is killing me!
 
MorellaGoddessofLeather said:
I have contemplated dying in the past few weeks. Some days are truly hard. When you have issues walking or in so much pain in your joints and muscles you truly do not want to move or get out of bed. Realizing I have no one. My mom is too old to help and has dementia. No children or grandchildren, and no one to just refill your water bottle, make you soup, got to the store for you. Just someone to help. When you realize how alone you really are, you really wish for death some days. But I stay strong because i know she would not want that and would not forgive me for that. As my brother says this is the suffering part, but when is enough and when can I say when? I love life and can't wait to be in my own place but times can be so hard.
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I just wanted to send you a hug 🫂 I hope things improve, sweetheart 🌸
 
Lil_wonders said:
I need friends who want to come out, not just sit at home.
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I'll be no good then, I'm of that age where a cup of tea and a night in front of the TV beats a night out drinking.
Don't get me wrong, if you invite me for a night out, I'll come, when it's organised I'll be up for it, I'll spend all day planning what I'll wear (it'll be jeans and a black t-shirt BTW) but when it comes to getting ready to actually go out, I'll sit on the edge of the bed getting dressed, then I'll accidentally lay down for a bit, and contemplate my life choices and why I agreed to go out anyway, and wish I could just call the whole thing off and get into my nice warm bed, and snuggle up with my doggies!
 
HairyDbear said:
I'll be no good then, I'm of that age where a cup of tea and a night in front of the TV beats a night out drinking.
Don't get me wrong, if you invite me for a night out, I'll come, when it's organised I'll be up for it, I'll spend all day planning what I'll wear (it'll be jeans and a black t-shirt BTW) but when it comes to getting ready to actually go out, I'll sit on the edge of the bed getting dressed, then I'll accidentally lay down for a bit, and contemplate my life choices and why I agreed to go out anyway, and wish I could just call the whole thing off and get into my nice warm bed, and snuggle up with my doggies!
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No problem I won’t invite you then.
 
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