So, I (31, F) was out at karaoke with a couple I am close friends with...to protect their identities for the sake of the post, I'll call them Rob (30, M) and Vanessa (33, F).
I don't know how it came out of me, but somehow based on something that slipped from my mouth mid convo, Rob put two and two together that I have camming history. I was embarrassed as he was jabbing my ribs about it. His girlfriend was at the bar closing her tab, she came back and the situation was explained to her by her boyfriend. I was laughing but also embarrassed...and kind of drunk, lol, so I couldn't explain it.
The entire story is this: back in 2015, I had a brief stint on Chaturbate as a cam girl. I didn't make many tokens, but I had fun at first. Especially considering I wasn't home alone when I cammed, and had to do it quietly. It kind of stopped being fun when I found screen grabs of a couple my shows. It's hard to be on a site like that and not show your face. I didn't do it often after the summer, and I didn't like the possibility of being recorded. So I quit about a year after joining.
I did make a new account with Chaturbate to view/chat/tip other performers. A part of me recently considering joining back entirely just to be on every one and then for sensual cyber shits and giggles. Ultimately, I decided not to at this time, but will keep the account I just set up to chat and interact. The opportunity to change my mind is always there.
I guess my thing is that I don't want them to think that I currently cam and have been doing that all this time. They literally wouldn't mind if I did. Basically their entire vibe was, "hey, just do ya thing, honey!" But at the same time I'm worried they think I'm perverted. But I also wish I could talk to them about sex more thoroughly. At least her, because I trust her more than him.
Wooooooooooo what a wild ride. Thoughts? This has been on my mind for the last three or four nights.
I don't know how it came out of me, but somehow based on something that slipped from my mouth mid convo, Rob put two and two together that I have camming history. I was embarrassed as he was jabbing my ribs about it. His girlfriend was at the bar closing her tab, she came back and the situation was explained to her by her boyfriend. I was laughing but also embarrassed...and kind of drunk, lol, so I couldn't explain it.
The entire story is this: back in 2015, I had a brief stint on Chaturbate as a cam girl. I didn't make many tokens, but I had fun at first. Especially considering I wasn't home alone when I cammed, and had to do it quietly. It kind of stopped being fun when I found screen grabs of a couple my shows. It's hard to be on a site like that and not show your face. I didn't do it often after the summer, and I didn't like the possibility of being recorded. So I quit about a year after joining.
I did make a new account with Chaturbate to view/chat/tip other performers. A part of me recently considering joining back entirely just to be on every one and then for sensual cyber shits and giggles. Ultimately, I decided not to at this time, but will keep the account I just set up to chat and interact. The opportunity to change my mind is always there.
I guess my thing is that I don't want them to think that I currently cam and have been doing that all this time. They literally wouldn't mind if I did. Basically their entire vibe was, "hey, just do ya thing, honey!" But at the same time I'm worried they think I'm perverted. But I also wish I could talk to them about sex more thoroughly. At least her, because I trust her more than him.
Wooooooooooo what a wild ride. Thoughts? This has been on my mind for the last three or four nights.
