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Hello FCN!
I'm a 24 year old male and joined this site with the prospect (and New Year's resolution) of finding a person to have an emotional as well as sexual connection with. While my wishes are explicitly sensuous in nature I also desire someone to talk to deeply and potentially bond over common interests.
My first and foremost interest is mathematics and right now it is set theory and learning more about the technical foundations of mathematics in particular that interests me. While not possessing Minecraft at the moment I'm also into it and a lot of C418, Aphex Twin, and Grimes when it comes to music.
Ultimately whether or not I find someone I've decided it is more worth it to try and fail in this pursuit than live out decades only to realize in some distant future it was too late, and what I could have had was forever lost because I never reached out.
Fear of rejection does not hold me back, only fear that at the end of all this I will stare once more into the abyss and realize the entire time I was right. When I was younger I would watch the moon and stars and remember feeling a distance from humanity that has never left me. If there is anything people should know about me it is that I don't really feel human and because of this it just feels unnatural sometimes expressing that I want love and someone to engage in these carnal desires so openly. I feel sometimes that in some indescribable way I've forfeited the right to romance or sex and will live out eternity forever learning and acquiring knowledge but always without warmth in my heart for a significant other.
In any event, I am glad to be here. I'm single and never have been in a relationship before (or really done anything sexual with anybody), so at the least I know proactive steps have been taken.
Messages are welcome if you would like to have fun and get to know eachother better.
May everyone reading this have a nice day!
I'm a 24 year old male and joined this site with the prospect (and New Year's resolution) of finding a person to have an emotional as well as sexual connection with. While my wishes are explicitly sensuous in nature I also desire someone to talk to deeply and potentially bond over common interests.
My first and foremost interest is mathematics and right now it is set theory and learning more about the technical foundations of mathematics in particular that interests me. While not possessing Minecraft at the moment I'm also into it and a lot of C418, Aphex Twin, and Grimes when it comes to music.
Ultimately whether or not I find someone I've decided it is more worth it to try and fail in this pursuit than live out decades only to realize in some distant future it was too late, and what I could have had was forever lost because I never reached out.
Fear of rejection does not hold me back, only fear that at the end of all this I will stare once more into the abyss and realize the entire time I was right. When I was younger I would watch the moon and stars and remember feeling a distance from humanity that has never left me. If there is anything people should know about me it is that I don't really feel human and because of this it just feels unnatural sometimes expressing that I want love and someone to engage in these carnal desires so openly. I feel sometimes that in some indescribable way I've forfeited the right to romance or sex and will live out eternity forever learning and acquiring knowledge but always without warmth in my heart for a significant other.
In any event, I am glad to be here. I'm single and never have been in a relationship before (or really done anything sexual with anybody), so at the least I know proactive steps have been taken.
Messages are welcome if you would like to have fun and get to know eachother better.
May everyone reading this have a nice day!
