Hmm there was never a question of whether I was bisexual. I always knew that. The real struggle was growing up in a religious family and rural town. Knowing it was not socially acceptable. I was too uncomfortable to even explore my sexuality.
I was still too uncomfortable at 19. It took the other person initiating. And she was the one who made me realize that public life can be very different versus private life. And that what you enjoyed behind closed doors, was ok. And people don't have to be included into your personal business. It made me loosen up
So 19 was kinda my awakening year.
I still never sexually peaked till my late 20s. I became more settled into what I liked.
But even coming into the online world. Has still opened my mind to new possibilities.
Its amazing how something can seem unappealing. Until the right person presents it.
