Yup, 6th grade I beat up my 8th grade bully. Took his shit for 3 weeks then he laid a hand on me and I exploded on him with fists of fucking rage right in front of everybody. Both got a weeks detention and it was glorious staring at his 2 black eyes from across the room for an hour every day.
When was the last time you were in an absolute rage of anger?
The female teachers I liked in high school, I liked because they were wicked women. Strong, confident, funny, clever etc. I remember my school librarian in elementary school always wore delightful keyhole dresses in vibrant pinks, oranges and greens....certainly made the library light up.