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Ok, so I'm really trying here to put this out and share an intimate fanatsy. Now I have zero experience with a women, like at all. I won't get into it here but I've written about this struggle in another thread but anyway I'll get to the fantasy.
Normally I think of certain celebrity crushes I have doing this, other times I picture some of the older women adult entertainers doing this... anyway ... I have a fantasy where said woman controls me, like helps me experience stuff sexually simply cause she asked me too. Like simply her looks make me feel so weak and I want so much to be responsible for knowing I brought her pleasure. She coaxing me all alone. Not aggressively or rude in anyway, just completely confident in everything she says and does. No fear just literally exuding sexuality. I tremble under her touch, her contact, with just a whisper in my ear id comply, softly, elegantly. I feel so dumb right now im red and literally hot. You have no idea how difficult it is to write this out, I pretty much picture everything I say. All I'm saying is my fantasy is an older woman guiding me into exploring her, pleasing her.
As I do, she playfully teases me verbally how good I am, or how good I make her feel, communicating with everything I do, teasing me as if im that good. Building my confidence so much with her words. Making me feel so beautiful and sexy with every moan and every request she makes of me.
Ok ok ill stop I dont want to write a book right now but ya thats one of my fantasies I have. Thanks for reading sorry for my ramble. I ramble when im nervous. But ya thanks for reading.
 
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I appreciate your words and support. It means a lot. I had thought about deleting it since no one had said anything about it I felt a little foolish and silly for posting it, but im glad at least someone was able to relate to it with me. Thank you.
 
My fantasy is similar to this but not exactly the same as I want to dominate an older woman . In my short experience of here I find something very interesting about the dominants , people generally try to raise up their voice or even threaten to order up and command their playmates , it's okay to some extent but I usually go on with the other way , meaning one can still dominate without amplifying the voice . You just have to choose the right zing and words especially when you're playing on a sexting platform (like this one) .
PS - I'm not sure why I did write the whole paragraph for it , it has no relevance to my above point but still I got this urge to write something and I'm hoping that you won't mind .
- With love --- Vilen :X
 
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