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Dijinn
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Okay, deep breath. I am autistic and have been a recluse most of my life. A few years ago I met someone who became my saviour. She was tall, strong, independent, and as sexy as hell. She helped me realise that I could step outside my door and interact with the world. She became my hero, my sister and my best friend.
Of course, I was totally besotted with her, but like me she was flawed. Her long time partner had recently passed away from cancer, and I would never be able to take her place. And truth be told, I didn't want to.
Fast forward 18 months, I was managing to go out to the shops, I had just begun working at the same place as Alex, then covid came along.
I lost Alex in March 2021. My heart has been lost ever since. I lost my job as I couldn't find the strength to leave the house, let alone speak to people.
I still have no self esteem and no confidence. I lose myself in fantasy as it is better then the life I have to live with.
I am hoping that I can form a bound with some nice people that will give me the strength to move forwards again.
Thank you for reading, just please don't be cruel.
Of course, I was totally besotted with her, but like me she was flawed. Her long time partner had recently passed away from cancer, and I would never be able to take her place. And truth be told, I didn't want to.
Fast forward 18 months, I was managing to go out to the shops, I had just begun working at the same place as Alex, then covid came along.
I lost Alex in March 2021. My heart has been lost ever since. I lost my job as I couldn't find the strength to leave the house, let alone speak to people.
I still have no self esteem and no confidence. I lose myself in fantasy as it is better then the life I have to live with.
I am hoping that I can form a bound with some nice people that will give me the strength to move forwards again.
Thank you for reading, just please don't be cruel.
