Bi_browser44m
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I am in love with an incredibly beautiful woman that I am no longer together with. Here's the thing, we talk about "stuff". In one area of conversation, she had led with she liked the idea of me just watching, as a Cuck. I am completely fine with that. After this area of that conversation had changed, I had expressed how much I would like to put another man's penis in her and then watch, how and who kisses who, hand placement, and touch, looking at each other, how the make love to each other, etc. I would like to see someone release in her, and after he pulls out, I want to take it out of her with my mouth to give it to her in a kiss. I want to suck his penis for him while they kiss after. It all means something to me.
I have spoke with a friend about this a lot, and she feels that perhaps I am in preference to guys, over women, and in this particular case, she suggested that my want to watch everything, was my sub-concious mm side expressing the desire, to enjoy watching a man (which my friend believes perhaps I like more) make love to a woman, instead of a man).
On my side of that, I love and fully function with women just fine, where as with males, I am not into everything, truthfully I would just like to provide oral to a man, by myself, or with a woman. I am fully in love with my ex and want to do everything to her...but I really would like to watch her in various scenarios we've discussed, with other men, or in one area she has experienced, her and men just kissing and touching each other. Make this scenario, her and I and other men.
Does anyone have any thoughts, am I more interested in men, her, or what? I've been thinking about this for a couple weeks, and I am having a problem figuring it out. Please give me your thoughts.
Thanks from the Bi Guy
I have spoke with a friend about this a lot, and she feels that perhaps I am in preference to guys, over women, and in this particular case, she suggested that my want to watch everything, was my sub-concious mm side expressing the desire, to enjoy watching a man (which my friend believes perhaps I like more) make love to a woman, instead of a man).
On my side of that, I love and fully function with women just fine, where as with males, I am not into everything, truthfully I would just like to provide oral to a man, by myself, or with a woman. I am fully in love with my ex and want to do everything to her...but I really would like to watch her in various scenarios we've discussed, with other men, or in one area she has experienced, her and men just kissing and touching each other. Make this scenario, her and I and other men.
Does anyone have any thoughts, am I more interested in men, her, or what? I've been thinking about this for a couple weeks, and I am having a problem figuring it out. Please give me your thoughts.
Thanks from the Bi Guy
