Confession Knowing you can never have her

NikoDen

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I will probably put myself a little on the spot here. But have nowhere else to share my thoughts.

A few months ago I met a woman in the chat rooms here, we played, teased, orgasmed together, I loved it! Dared myself to ask for her email, because I felt a great vibe with this woman, a connection although sexually based! She agreed and we exchanged emails, I wanted to allow her to take the first step, so told her, if she wanted to keep in contact, she would be the one starting the email thread. I checked my emails loads of time that day and was so relieved when she finally wrote me!
From there things took a huge jump ahead and before we both knew it we had exchanged several messages, both with sexual content, but also about our lives.

Now in the current state, we basically know everything about each other! We have moved to instant messaging and I am so hooked on her! She is one of the first thoughts in my head when I wake up and usually one of the last falling asleep.
I absolutely love hearing from her, no matter what the topic is, because we have such a great connection, and awkward moments almost never arises.
We have had texting and video sexting calls, the best I have ever experienced, in the start she was very shy and insecure about herself, but she has really pushed a lot of her own boundaries for me! And our video calls have usually had her cumming multiple times, almost loosing control on occasions! But also myself off course leaving her dreamy and drooling over my cum shots!
I just love her energy, her sexual hunger, that I can send her a dirty text while she’s at work, then getting back a video with her teasing in today’s work outfit and at days even admitting that her pussy is soaking. Then convincing her to play a bit with herself in the workplace, teasing her further telling her all the things I would do if I was present. She has even allowed me to play with her remote controlled vibrator, getting an orgasm right in her Office! Truly a great experience! And hot as hell, but also when playing with the same vibrator, listening to her cum. Hearing her moans and screams makes me want her so bad!
Some of our best sessions off course at night! Playing, teasing, finding new experiences together, I absolutely love it!! Fuels me like hell!!
And that we don’t always end the call, but sometimes share nice moments and conversations.

I wanna end this now. I admit that my tale is a little all over the place. Could tell so much more about this fantastic, gorgeous , sexy, sweet, beautiful, kind woman that I have met online. That has gotten into my head, and under my skin.
I needed somewhere to confess this and off course she knows that she is very special to me!
 

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