I used to wear my heart on my sleeve, been dicked over too many times. Then i got married, she just passed away last month. Now im single again. And i know better then to just give my heart away to anyone.
Life is tough. But I'm told the toughest battles are only given to the strongest soldiers, so... I must be pretty damn tough. We had kids together, i gotta fight for them. They keep me strong and keep me going. If it wasn't for them. I would've been in jail or killed when i heard she was killed. Because I would've taken revenge into my own hands.
It's not something I'd wish upon anyone else tho. To have to live everyday, knowing the person that killed your partner is walking around freely, while the person whos life they took is sitting in am urn and their kids are wondering where mom is and when or if shes coming home. It takes a lot from me not to go after the douchebag that broke up our family. That's for sure.
I used to wear my heart on my sleeve, been dicked over too many times. Then i got married, she just passed away last month. Now im single again. And i know better then to just give my heart away to anyone.
I've actually never allowed myself a female relationship cuz I can't do drama...just can't! I figure men are bad enough hahaha wish I could find a balance of great sex, LoVe, sexiness, laughter, responsibility and a future. Whew wouldn't life be grand lol
I guess it's possible to find that, but like they said we have to be like what we want others to be like to us first. We have to be at our best and be wiser this time