Banter Making Fun of us All

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Um, I'm not usually one to letting the inner me out. I am a rather private person and this is not something I would normally make common knowledge. We've flirted and bantered together along the length and breadth of this magical thread and I am moved enough to open up a little into my usually very guarded moods.FCN - Hurt.jpg

It's one of 'those nights' .. *sighs*

Lakeside xx
 
Seriously, it doesn't usually bother me. I've been seeing someone semi-regularly but he's been away on business for a while so I'd assume that's a contributing factor. I'm also tearing my own heart out as I am writing a scene that is relying heavily on my emotional state of mind to add power and pathos. The scene is dark with potentially tragic consequences (We both know it wont end that way, a light will shine) so to impart the appropriate emotional content into the character's thoughts and words, I have to take my imagination there and see what it's like. After a long writing run, I am so 'into character', it takes a few moments for reality to catch up when I take a break. The hormones are all over the place as my body tries to figure what the hell my mind is doing. To add to that, a 'planned meeting' last w/e fell through so that didn't help as I was quite looking forward to it. This week has been.. difficult. The imagination has been running riot. It's not a pretty place, this imagination of mine trust me. I mask it with eloquence and diatribe.

Actually, think about it. Every novel you ever read that had 'dark places' was written by someone who had already been there. Think about that. :)

Lakeside xx
 
Seriously, it doesn't usually bother me. I've been seeing someone semi-regularly but he's been away on business for a while so I'd assume that's a contributing factor. I'm also tearing my own heart out as I am writing a scene that is relying heavily on my emotional state of mind to add power and pathos. The scene is dark with potentially tragic consequences (We both know it wont end that way, a light will shine) so to impart the appropriate emotional content into the character's thoughts and words, I have to take my imagination there and see what it's like. After a long writing run, I am so 'into character', it takes a few moments for reality to catch up when I take a break. The hormones are all over the place as my body tries to figure what the hell my mind is doing. To add to that, a 'planned meeting' last w/e fell through so that didn't help as I was quite looking forward to it. This week has been.. difficult. The imagination has been running riot. It's not a pretty place, this imagination of mine trust me. I mask it with eloquence and diatribe.

Actually, think about it. Every novel you ever read that had 'dark places' was written by someone who had already been there. Think about that. :)

Lakeside xx

I know what you mean. I wrote a small piece for a games company that had no hope in it because it wasn't supposed to be part of something bigger. I poured a huge amount of loss into it. I actually felt better for it. They didn't use it in the end as they thought it might be a bit dark for some people and well it didn't have a happy ending..
 
Um, I'm not usually one to letting the inner me out. I am a rather private person and this is not something I would normally make common knowledge. We've flirted and bantered together along the length and breadth of this magical thread and I am moved enough to open up a little into my usually very guarded moods.View attachment 7312

It's one of 'those nights' .. *sighs*

Lakeside xx
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Bedtime for this emotionally crippled and hormonal-distraught lady of impure thoughts and potentially immoral practices.

Might not be on for a couple of days (Cheering isn't helping)

Lakeside xx
Sleep well L S x
 

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