Group Banter Misfits

Had a weird moment yesterday...
I was buying some beer and as I was leaving i said have a good night, dude behind me replied thanks MAN! I know i was dressed as a dude but it just didn't feel right

I'm sorry to hear that & it sounds like dysphoria to me honestly

It's the first ti.e I have felt wronged by being called a man

I have always been comfortable with who I am... but that was the first time I didn't

I think im going to call my "left one" about it when I get off work.

If you want to know what I mean by that ask me later

I knew I wanted to be a girl since I was like 12 but didn't understand what I was feeling till I was 21 & had my daughter I couldn't live with being unhappy & pretending to be someone I wasn't all I can say learn more about you're true self & enjoy the journey

This is why I admire trans men and women. It takes a lot of courage just to come out to yourself, let alone to the world

I would always choose to be Serenity the sweet emo girly girl aka the girly ghost over who I had to pretend to be as a guy....it was a true nightmare I felt cursed

It takes time I'm like three maybe close to four years into tranistioning first it's coming out then doing it socailly then seeing doctors going on HRT discovering who I truly was finding my style and name & have been fully living as a girl for like almost a year now

For those that don't know my sister lovingly calls me Boob, I call her my left one
Sorry for the super qutes.

After talking to the left one, and @FuckingRayOfSunshine, and listening to what @SerenityScreamsXIII had to say.
I feel better about the whole ordeal.
the "thanks man" guy was just being polite and I knew that from the start.

Kenzie on the other hand brought up another good point, I clocked out of work and my mind was already here and in Kendra mode.

Both Serenity and my sister mentioned it just being part of the journey. I fucking love this way of looking at it
 
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