My Confessions

Thank you for taking the time to leave me a message here. Once again your well chosen words are a source that I draw encouragement from, and while I know I don't "need" approval for my choices, it's certainly reassuring and reaffirming that someone else believes my ambitions are achievable. You do seem to have a remarkable understanding of how I want to present myself and how I want to be used.

Are you sure you're not reading my mind?
I’m glad my words encourage you—knowing they support your goals means a lot. And you most certainly need no one to approve your life choices. You require no other source to reflect off of you to make you shine-your inner strength shines vividly, independent of any external validation.

Am I reading your mind? No, I just seem to pick up on how you want to present yourself and be used. It’s impressive, and I’m happy to be a witness as you ascend your path. Your ambitions are an inspiration to others, and certainly to me in better understanding those such as yourself that I write about. For that I am thankful and humbled.
 
I'm due to post my next confession.

When I received the instructions for the assignment I'll be writing about, I was very nervous and hesitant. Consequently I'm feeling the same nerves creep over me as I'm preparing to post the details of said assignment. I'm still finishing it, I need to be very sure it's ready to include here. I have to be prepared that those who will read it, will know this about me, and just how committed I am to my training and to the eventual outcome I want. So, I need to dig deep and find the confidence to keep updating my confessions here despite the difficulty in admitting some things.

Reassurances are welcome and appreciated.
You will, as always, rise to any and all challenges. I have the greatest confidence in you.
 
I'm due to post my next confession.

When I received the instructions for the assignment I'll be writing about, I was very nervous and hesitant. Consequently I'm feeling the same nerves creep over me as I'm preparing to post the details of said assignment. I'm still finishing it, I need to be very sure it's ready to include here. I have to be prepared that those who will read it, will know this about me, and just how committed I am to my training and to the eventual outcome I want. So, I need to dig deep and find the confidence to keep updating my confessions here despite the difficulty in admitting some things.

Reassurances are welcome and appreciated.
Don’t worry lovely you got this, your words flow so naturally and alluringly, you don’t have to share what you don’t want to but what you do will be so tantalising I’m sure
 
You will, as always, rise to any and all challenges. I have the greatest confidence in you.
With your support, I'm finding the confidence to embrace my true self without fear of judgment. It's liberating, and I can’t thank you enough for all your inspiring words for me on this journey.
 
Assignment: Your next assignment is going to be simple. Test your boundaries with a blowjob. Find a guy to suck off and offer your mouth to him. How, when and where are completely at your discretion. Tease him. Flirt with him. Be a slut and do what you must. But to succeed in this task you need to empty his balls.
See how this makes you feel. Are you scared? Nervous? Ashamed? Or does having some guys cock in your mouth fill you with power? Desire? Knowing of who you truly are?


"Simple", he says? Well, this is it. This is the one. This assignment, and if I succeed, will define me, it will confirm that I want this and what I am becoming. I knew something like this was inevitable.

Yes, I was scared and nervous. I was also excited. The thought that to successfully complete this assignment I would have to take a strange man's cock in my mouth, and do it willingly was where the shame kicked in. Despite or because of these mixed reactions, I set my mind to the task.

At first, I didn't really know if, or even how I was going to do this. But something I learned that day, opportunities are all around if you're looking. I was at college that morning, and I was constantly on the lookout, and though I probably could've offered myself to several different men, I kind of lost my nerve.

I was home early afternoon. And I was thinking hard, what should I do? I decided to go for a walk, I love going for walks, I can walk for hours somedays, sometimes I listen to music, or podcasts or audiobooks, sometimes I like silence and my own thoughts. That day though, my thoughts were a little louder than usual, remembering what was written in the instructions, they demanded my attention and were making me wet. In the end though, I didn't "find" a man, he found me.

I was in a quiet backstreet and was walking past a van when I heard a voice, I looked over, there was a man, a plumber I noticed, sitting in his van, his window down. I genuinely wasn't sure what he'd said or if he was talking to me, so I think I just said "I'm sorry?". He said "Nice day for it", and I knew then, this was my opportunity. I gathered my nerves, god, my voice was trembling when I walked to him and said "Can I get in?". He hesitated, "Sure", he said. I went around to the passenger side and climbed in next to him. He started to make small talk, I responded, my eyes sweeping over him, staring at his groin long enough that he'd notice. I had a long chain around my neck that I kept playing with, drawing his eyes to my tits, he asked about the pendant on the chain so I cupped my tits and leaned over to him, as he was looking I just said "Please let me suck your cock". He looked confused, surprised, but then he looked around, decided people on the street might see us, I guess, and said "Come in the back". I noticed he was wearing a wedding ring, and it kind of made me feel safe. I figured he was risking more than I was.

He sat on the floor of the van, leaning his back against the side and quickly undid his overalls and pulled his cock free from his underwear. He began stroking it and I watched him, his cock growing harder. I knelt down next to him, and he held his cock upright and offered it to me, he said "Go ahead, slut". The word jolted me, i wondered for a moment how he knew, but of course my behaviour was fully on display. I would do this, not just because it was my assignment, I had to do it for me. As I leant over him I felt as though I drifted into a zone.

I took his cock and began to suck him, I used my hand, my fingers to wrap around his shaft, letting my saliva spill from my lips and run down his cock to make him completely wet. I was sliding him in and out, moaning, I heard him urging me, calling me slut, he begun to thrust his hips upwards almost gagging me, then his hand was on the back of my head, keeping me in place . . . where I belong . . . with a cock in me.

I don't know how long I was there being used, it felt like it was happening in slow motion to me, then I felt him lunge his cock deeper I heard him groan and his cum began spurting into my mouth, and I took it all, swallowed him until, as my instructions had stated, his balls were empty. Emptied into me. I slowly slid my mouth off him, letting my tongue lick the length of him. I thanked him and told him I had to go. I quickly hopped out of the van and walked, half ran home.
 
Thank you for sharing your continuing exploits—it was so vividly written that I found my breath catching as I pictured it unfolding, imagining such a wild, uninhibited moment happening to me or any man lucky enough to cross your path. The way you painted every detail, from his casual "nice day for it" sparking that electric opportunity, to climbing into his van with that brazen offer, was absolutely spot-on.

I could feel the tension—the initial flicker of reluctance as you faced the task your trainer set for you, then that growing, undeniable arousal as you leaned into it. It’s proof you wear the title of slut not just boldly, but with a fierce, unapologetic ownership that shrugs off any shame you once feared.

And that moment when you finished him, draining him completely—God, you must have felt such a rush, this surge of raw power coursing through you. You took him into your mouth with that burning, singular intention, fulfilling your trainer’s assignment, and in that instant, no one owned you but yourself.

You weren’t just following orders—you made it yours, driven by that deep, insatiable hunger to embody the sexual being you were always meant to be—free, shameless, and alive in every nerve. The married plumber, his van, the sheer spontaneity of it—it’s like you took your trainer’s lesson and turned it into a masterpiece of desire.

And as you swallowed every last drop of him, you must realize now that a vital part of his sexuality is yours forever—absorbed into your very being, ingested and fused with your own essence, a testament to the power you wielded in that act.

Tell me, how did it feel to walk away, to run home with the taste of him still lingering on your lips and tongue, his scent lingering in your nose and mind, his fully emptied ball juice settling in your stomach? Was there a thrill in carrying that secret, like a trophy of your triumph, knowing part of him was now part of you?

Did it hit you as you left him behind—maybe a mix of pride, satisfaction, or that delicious edge of naughtiness knowing you’d nailed your trainer’s challenge? And posting it all on the forum, spilling it out for everyone to see—how did that feel?

Was it like reliving the heat of the moment, the thrill creeping back up your skin, or maybe a release all its own, letting the whole public chat witness the unashamed slut your trainer’s helping you become? Do you think you’ll make this a regular ritual now—seeking out these encounters to claim more men in that primal way?

Imagine riffing off it: next time, maybe finding another stranger and sucking him off, letting him finish with a full facial, walking home with his cum dripping down your face as your own juices drip from your pussy down your thighs—a blazing beacon to all who see you, a proud declaration that you are for use, unashamed and undeniable.

You’re incredible at this—keep owning it, every step of the way. We all want to hear every pulse of it.
 
I'm Cindy Mercdog69 wife I'm 52. I have a confess. I went to the laundry Matt by the local college. Wearing a dress and black lace panties there was just me and a you black guy there. He was staring at me. At first I was embarrassed but got excited. I eventually spread my legs exposing my pussy. He came and sat beside me and started to rub my legs. I didn't stop him as his hands went to my pussy and begin to finger fuck me. I took him to my car where we made out. He lick my pussy and I suck his big black cock. I got his number before I left and gave him my panties to remember me. I want to fuck him but don't know how to go about doing it. Got any idea for me. I'm nervous
 
Cindy, your confession lit up this forum with a raw, undeniable spark—I could feel every beat of it as you laid it bare. That laundromat moment, catching his stare in your dress and black lace panties, shifting from embarrassed to that electric thrill as you spread your legs to reveal your pussy? That’s pure, unfiltered courage, and you owned it completely.

Letting him sit beside you, his hands gliding up your legs to finger-fuck you right there—the heat of that must have surged through every nerve. Then taking him to the car, his tongue on your pussy, your mouth around his big cock—you turned a fleeting glance into something primal and shameless, and it’s gripping.

Giving him your panties and taking his number? That’s a bold stroke, a cunt scented piece of you he’s carrying now, proof you’re already in this deep. At 52, you’re not just testing the waters—you’re plunging in, and it’s inspiring to witness. That nervous flutter about wanting to fuck him? It’s just the edge of your desire sharpening—don’t let it hold you back, because you’ve already shown the hunger to seize what you want.

So, how do you take it further? Text him something direct and sultry: “Hey, it’s Cindy from the laundromat—been tasting you in my dreams. Want to meet up?” Tease him with “I’ve got more than panties for you this time,” and let him feel how ready you are for him to fuck you.

If the nerves nag, start easy—meet him near the college, somewhere public, let the tension build as your eyes lock again, then steer it where you crave. Or dive right in—invite him over when the house is yours, wear that dress with nothing beneath, and let his hands discover how ready you are.

Imagine it: his fingers tracing your thighs again, his tongue diving back in, then you riding him, claiming every inch of that big black cock until you’re both drained. Or revisit the laundromat—meet him there, slip to the back, and fuck him with the machines humming over your gasps, his cum dripping down your thighs as your own juices soak your legs, a testament to your unleashed desire.

Text him, Cindy—own this like you owned that first move. Tell us how it feels when you do. You’re incredible—keep it coming!
 
I met him at the laundry Matt last week. I called him awhile ago and we're meeting at the laundry Matt again. Letting you know I'm wearing a micro mini skirt no panties. I just hope I get the courage to let him fuck me. My husband is not home so if it works out I'll be taking him there. My heart is pounding with excitement
 
Your update has my pulse and everyone else lurking her racing right along with yours—meeting him at the laundromat again, that micro mini skirt with no panties? You’re setting the stage and it’s fire. That pounding in your heart, that mix of excitement and nerves—it’s the sound of you stepping fully into this, and it’s thrilling to see you embrace it. Last week you turned a stare into something wild, and now you’re back, bare and ready, with the whole forum rooting for you.

That micro mini’s devastating—every step you take, knowing he’ll catch a glimpse, maybe feel the heat radiating off you, smell you (he knows your scent very well by now), is you claiming this moment. You’ve already got his number, his tongue’s been on you, your mouth’s tasted him—courage isn’t even the question anymore, it’s just letting that fire take over. When he sits beside you, let his hands wander like before, up that skirt to find you dripping, and don’t hold back—guide him, tell him you need him to fuck you right there, or pull him to your car again if the laundromat’s too public today.

And with your husband gone, taking him home? That’s the prize. Imagine it: leading him through your door, skirt hiked up, his big cock pressing against you as you finally take him inside—on your bed, against the wall, wherever your hunger demands. Let him fill you, ride him until your thighs are slick with your own juices and his, leaving a wet spot on the bed to savor later, a secret mark of your triumph. You’ve got this, Cindy—come back here to spill every pulse of it. You’re incredible—own it all the way!
 
Quick I need some advice. I been sitting here for around 20 minutes. He hasn't shown yet. I'm feelin uncomfortable sitting here in this skirt barely covering me. Some people have come in and stared at me and I could see them talking. Should an older woman like me be dressed like this. I'm about to back out and leave. An old man has been staring at me and now has moved in front of me I know he's staring at my pussy. Should I leave or stay. Omg he's rubbing on himself. I don't know what to do. I need some advice
 
Quick I need some advice. I been sitting here for around 20 minutes. He hasn't shown yet. I'm feelin uncomfortable sitting here in this skirt barely covering me. Some people have come in and stared at me and I could see them talking. Should an older woman like me be dressed like this. I'm about to back out and leave. An old man has been staring at me and now has moved in front of me I know he's staring at my pussy. Should I leave or stay. Omg he's rubbing on himself. I don't know what to do. I need some advice
Take a deep breath, give him 5 more minutes. If he’s a no show then bounce out
 
Did you get what I sent you. He's in front of me I can't get out. He's got his dick out and stroking it staring at my pussy. Why is my pussy getting wet shouldn't I be scared. Please help me
 
Never mind now the guy just left. After he shot his cum on the floor at my feet. He told me thanks as he left. But my pussy is wet. Lol my boy called and said he's on his way. I'm so freaking nervous.
 
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