Not gay but curious

Do not put a dick in your mouth. I thought I was a little gay. Put a dick in my mouth and instantly forgot all about women. I have heard some guys say getting sucked by another man made them gay. Bullshit. It’s the other way around. When I put my mouth around this guy’s big thick 8” mushroom head dick the first time there was no going back. And before I made him cum , I came in my pants without even touching myself. It’s different for everyone, but for me it was better than anything with a woman. I actually liked it better than being sucked. But that’s just me. Right then I started lying to myself and telling myself I was bisexual for many years. Finally, a few years ago I quit women altogether and stopped bullshitting myself.
 
There are many kinds of feelings that humans would think of as love. And they all feel really good. But only one kind doesn’t destroy. Only one kind of love is true. Fantasy is meant to be fantasy for a reason. If it is meant to be bud it will happen. Don’t go looking for something you might not be ready for, or even like. If you never have been attracted to a man then what are you actually curious about. It feels like all sex does. And it feels really good too. But not always. And even when it does it’s not always worth it. Just be careful!
 
I’m kinda the same as in I wonder what it must like to just touch another cock and probably suck it but doubt I’d want to taste cum. I guess that is why I have developed such a strong interest in cute trans girls and sissies. I love small boobs and I feel that would be a nice way to experience cock.
 
oldman50 said:
I’m kinda the same as in I wonder what it must like to just touch another cock and probably suck it but doubt I’d want to taste cum. I guess that is why I have developed such a strong interest in cute trans girls and sissies. I love small boobs and I feel that would be a nice way to experience cock.
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You have never touched another, WOW. I like your tastes though regarding t-girls and sissies.
 
oldman50 said:
i missed out on everything thru my youth :(
Thanks they are the type I’d love to find but they’re all hiding lol
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I hear you, looking back i just wish that they were as popular and easier to find, for 200 bhat you could have SO much fun to release pent up energy.
 
nylonlvr said:
I hear you, looking back i just wish that they were as popular and easier to find, for 200 bhat you could have SO much fun to release pent up energy.
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I’d love to go to Thailand for a holiday and to pay a visit to the right areas but lack of mney puts paid to that.
I’d probably back out anyway as I have done once before due to nerves :(
 
oldman50 said:
I’d love to go to Thailand for a holiday and to pay a visit to the right areas but lack of mney puts paid to that.
I’d probably back out anyway as I have done once before due to nerves :(
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It's a cool place to visit, certainly opened my eyes, was only 20 though and starting to find out interesting things.
Was the nerves caused from what exactly,
 
nylonlvr said:
It's a cool place to visit, certainly opened my eyes, was only 20 though and starting to find out interesting things.
Was the nerves caused from what exactly,
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I was worried how I’d be afterwards. I know people say go for it which I might but I’d be worried I’d be racked withh guilt afterward or feel dirty so I kinda stopped searching. Did get chatting to a guy that was in the same situation and seemed decent but just couldn’t go thru with it. The wife said if I did she’d want to be there as it’d turn her on but oh I guess it’ll be one of them things on my bucket list that will never happen
 
oldman50 said:
I was worried how I’d be afterwards. I know people say go for it which I might but I’d be worried I’d be racked withh guilt afterward or feel dirty so I kinda stopped searching. Did get chatting to a guy that was in the same situation and seemed decent but just couldn’t go thru with it. The wife said if I did she’d want to be there as it’d turn her on but oh I guess it’ll be one of them things on my bucket list that will never happen
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Now that you have heard that from your wife, doesn't that place it at the top of your bucket list, suppose i understand about the guilt in a way, we need to carry on elsewhere, IF you like?
 
nylonlvr said:
Now that you have heard that from your wife, doesn't that place it at the top of your bucket list, suppose i understand about the guilt in a way, we need to carry on elsewhere, IF you like?
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we’ll pick this up again sometime as stuffs cropped up
 
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