I started writing this in my status update, but that post doesn't do justice to how I'm feeling right now.
I haven't cum in 3 days, my man says I'm not allowed until he says so. I just woke up in the middle of the night and my pussy is throbbing.
I woke up in a puddle, sweating, with a pulse going through my body, and an itch so deep I'd never be able to reach it. I went to the bathroom and while whiping I almost doubled over. I wanted to see my lips, but I also didn't want to because I knew I'd want to touch myself then. When I was walking back to the bedroom, I didn't get 3 steps before I felt my juices between my thighs and I could hear the almost sloppy sound whenever I'd step forward. I'm laying back down now and it almost hurts to not put a finger in.
I can feel the throbbing start at my pussy, rush around to my ass, bounce up my stomach to my breasts, and drop back down to my thighs, then back to my vagina, and the whole cycle starts again. I can literally feel my heart beat in my crevice and it's intense.
Being addicted to this stuff is annoying when my man knows I like being on the bottom and he wants to "torture" me, but dayum, I need some relief and I need it like in the next 5 minutes. This is unbearable.
Now I know for sure, my man wants to be kinky again. The vanilla train has left the station, make way for the kink express.