Sometimes I like to wake up early when it's still dark out and watch the morning sky light up.
These past two months have been somewhat difficult for me. Break ups are never easy. Today is day 59, when I look back at day 1 oh my gosh. I member while at work I would have to quickly go to the restroom cuz I didn't want nobody see me cry.
It's been 2 months today since my break up and I am no longer crying. yes I still miss her but I can truly say that I am not in pain no more. I am happy and I now know that this breakup had to happen, if not then I wouldn't have changed what I needed to change about myself.
It's crazy how you find Joy from realizing what you did wrong, from feeling lost and broken... To starting the process of putting yourself back together and just knowing that you learned something very positive from that very negative moment in your life.