Sometimes I feel like there's not a soul that really knows me anymore, like really gets me. I don't share every part of my life with anyone. Ever. Everyone gets pieces depending on what I trust them with. But I really want someone to share it all with. I just don't know who that's supposed to be.
In the grand scheme of things how much does my existence really matter? Why am I here, what purpose do I serve? Who cares? Phuck it, I am gonna get my kicks in before the whole thing goes to chit.
Makes me appreciate things more... I can always enjoy the things that others take for granted. My best friend always says
"T, jij bent echt raar" (T you are so weird)
Guess is true... Either way I am what I am.. Someone has to be.