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I catch myself often feeling angry.... and embarrassingly jealous of couples going through divorce that can amicably (hell who am I kidding, even unamicably) settle things and come to an agreement on how things will end. They deserve it. They deserve that finality and peace that eventually comes when it happens. Even if it's awkward, they work things out, juggle their new single life with parenting plans, holidays, etc. It can take years to adjust. And I just want to say fuck you. Because I didn't get that. And honestly sometimes I think it would be better if he would've just died because atleast it wouldn't be this constant let down of disappointment and disbelief that this is where we're at now. So I'll just lay here and be sad for a few minutes and wake up in the morning and get my shit done. Because that's what I do. And it's worth it because I'm worthy and I'm convinced that my kids are by far the greatest thing that could've ever happened to me. And that's my official rant.
 
I catch myself often feeling angry.... and embarrassingly jealous of couples going through divorce that can amicably (hell who am I kidding, even unamicably) settle things and come to an agreement on how things will end. They deserve it. They deserve that finality and peace that eventually comes when it happens. Even if it's awkward, they work things out, juggle their new single life with parenting plans, holidays, etc. It can take years to adjust. And I just want to say fuck you. Because I didn't get that. And honestly sometimes I think it would be better if he would've just died because atleast it wouldn't be this constant let down of disappointment and disbelief that this is where we're at now. So I'll just lay here and be sad for a few minutes and wake up in the morning and get my shit done. Because that's what I do. And it's worth it because I'm worthy and I'm convinced that my kids are by far the greatest thing that could've ever happened to me. And that's my official rant.
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I always get nostalgic and a little sad this time of the year seeing young kids going off to college. I loved my experience and being independent for the first time. The friends I made I still have and some of the lessons in and out of the classroom have stayed with me.
 

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