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There's an endless list of people I don't like in life and online. But for me, at the end of the day, it's not about who told the truth or who is at fault. It's about being kind and if you can't respect people in public and handle drama (cause we all have it) like a responsible adult, then I keep my distance. That's not to say I don't take notice in divisiveness, lies, unhealthy patterns, etc. but it speaks volumes to me of who someone is when they're publicly name calling or shaming someone else.
 
UnsaintedCali said:
I think my time here has run it's course. This place is a weird enigma. A gathering of misfits trying to find and/or add something to their existence in this world.

I will forever be thankful to the voices who spoke to me with reason and kindness. I've met so many great people here, whether we still speak or not. I'm not gonna lie, this place has also done some damage to me emotionally and mentally. As a result, over time, my visits here grew fewer and far between. In those blocks of time I find myself really trying to dig deep to get to know myself, what my needs are, and to use those as tools to grow.

For me, at this point in time, I don't have the kind of strength to see this place as I used to; as a place to escape to. I would too easily lose myself in its whimsy and ephemeral nature (even though the internet is forever lol). In my blocks of time being away, I'm realizing the things I need to do for myself can't be done here. That's not a diss on this place, because I still learned so much about not only other people, but about myself as well.

This place can be great if you let it, it just isn't great for me now.

And look, I know this isn't an airport lol, but I also just wanted to use this as a way to remind you that self-reflection is so important. It's okay to take time to yourself (and maybe this place is that time you've chosen for yourself). Being vulnerable and looking inward for your wants and needs will give you more clarity than any kind of feedback you can gain from anyone else.

I'll be around to say bye if you'd like (there are so many new people that this may not be anything lol, and if so, then the last paragraph before this one is for you <3).

It's been good FCN and I wish y'all the best ❤️.
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Good luck to you and I always wanted to thank you for being socially aware and evolved. Though I think the group needs another name, I always appreciated that you were brave and bold enough to post BLM do indeed matter with all that madness and injustice that was exposed in 2020. Until then I felt very alone and uncomfortable here. Thank you and I wish you well.
 
Thalassa said:
You were a positive and genuine presence here. All the best to you too, Cali.
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That was very sweet, thank you.

Bennettrose said:
Good luck to you and I always wanted to thank you for being socially aware and evolved. Though I think the group needs another name, I always appreciated that you were brave and bold enough to post BLM do indeed matter with all that madness and injustice that was exposed in 2020. Until then I felt very alone and uncomfortable here. Thank you and I wish you well.
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No need to thank me for doing that because I will always use the privilege I have to help amplify what's being said by the voices that aren't being heard. I am glad that was able to provide you some comfort in my time here. So I should be thanking you for letting me know. :)

And if anyone feels they may want to stay in contact outside of here, feel free to dm me. The offer stands until you see the question mark as my pfp :p
 
I like quiet mornings and to start my days quietly. Mornings are unformed and innocent. Without worrying about what the day may bring but also curious about what is going to be there to discover. Anything can happen when the sun's rays start peeking over the ridges and greet the day in warm red orange colors ... sometimes it will be a good day and we are happy to be able to sit back in the afternoon and to enjoy sunset in its full color explosion .. but sometimes the day loses its virginity indecently early and then it's one big mess ... we never know what tomorrow's holds nor how it will end. What I do know is life is short enjoy it and live it with joy and compassion embrace the hard times with patience even if we dont understand it and keep on living because tomorrow is not guaranteed.
 
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UnsaintedCali said:
I think my time here has run it's course. This place is a weird enigma. A gathering of misfits trying to find and/or add something to their existence in this world.

I will forever be thankful to the voices who spoke to me with reason and kindness. I've met so many great people here, whether we still speak or not. I'm not gonna lie, this place has also done some damage to me emotionally and mentally. As a result, over time, my visits here grew fewer and far between. In those blocks of time I find myself really trying to dig deep to get to know myself, what my needs are, and to use those as tools to grow.

For me, at this point in time, I don't have the kind of strength to see this place as I used to; as a place to escape to. I would too easily lose myself in its whimsy and ephemeral nature (even though the internet is forever lol). In my blocks of time being away, I'm realizing the things I need to do for myself can't be done here. That's not a diss on this place, because I still learned so much about not only other people, but about myself as well.

This place can be great if you let it, it just isn't great for me now.

And look, I know this isn't an airport lol, but I also just wanted to use this as a way to remind you that self-reflection is so important. It's okay to take time to yourself (and maybe this place is that time you've chosen for yourself). Being vulnerable and looking inward for your wants and needs will give you more clarity than any kind of feedback you can gain from anyone else.

I'll be around to say bye if you'd like (there are so many new people that this may not be anything lol, and if so, then the last paragraph before this one is for you <3).

It's been good FCN and I wish y'all the best ❤️.
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Good luck and best wishes.
 
I would offer my throat to the wolf with red roses...

RIP Meatloaf. Seen you live many times, you were an anthem to my journey
 
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