Thoughts Post your little thoughts.

At some point we all need to look in the mirror and say “wow, this happens to me all the time” then think… maybe it’s me. Good or bad. But if a behaviour repeats itself over and over you can’t blame others or give credit to others. You need to own it. like I said good or bad. It’s yours.
I’ve had to suck it up more then once. I have a past here. That I have owned up too to the people that matter the most to me and the people I’ve hurt. Hard to apologize when it’s meant but worth it. As much as some of my actions are caused by my panic disorder or less often manic episodes they are still mine to own. Mine to learn from. Mine to step up and grow.
I own my love and playfulness too. I like making people smile. Dressing in tutus and dancing.
Smile. Today is a new day. ❤️
 
Jinxy said:
My thoughts …. I have been a member here for far longer then I ever thought I would be. I have met some people who I now call my friends. I have spent many hours happily playing in the threads and laughing as the minutes turn into an hour with out me really realising.
But lately that fun has gone. Yes I know the world is a mess and people are struggling, but isn’t that just more reason to come here and escape if even for a moment?
I’m in a different Timezone to most so I know that makes a difference, however that never used to be a problem. I started a thread yesterday, something I thought would be fun, something that has been done in the past and people joined in on and seemed to enjoy. I logged in today and only two other had played ( thankyou @SweetLesGirl and @Harley31 ) and that is a little sad.
I’m not really going anywhere with this post, it is only the little thought I had after logging in. I hope the fun can be found again, but I’m really beginning to doubt that.

edit. As I posted this @DD_850 also added to the thread. Cheers to you :)
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You will not see this but for once I agree with you 110% there is no more fun. And for me to say something so negative on here dont happen easy. But I cant help to agree with you. Lub you sis ❤
 
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Moving on is hard. Trying to correct and apologize for past mistakes is even harder, especially when certain people just seem to ignore a heartfelt sincere apology, but nothing I can really do about that.
I'm trying to fix myself and correct, or at least control, some negative behaviors because I know I've caused damage, pain, fucked up relationships and driven lots of people away, but it's hard when people are stuck on past actions and refuse to move on, refuse to work with me. But that's on them I guess.
I'm not perfect and still definitely have my own problems, but I'm trying, really I am.
 
Brunette_ said:
Moving on is hard. Trying to correct and apologize for past mistakes is even harder, especially when certain people just seem to ignore a heartfelt sincere apology, but nothing I can really do about that.
I'm trying to fix myself and correct, or at least control, some negative behaviors because I know I've caused damage, pain, fucked up relationships and driven lots of people away, but it's hard when people are stuck on past actions and refuse to move on, refuse to work with me. But that's on them I guess.
I'm not perfect and still definitely have my own problems, but I'm trying, really I am.
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May the world and whoever still needs to know it realize. We are not immune to anything. Not against getting fat, not against getting slim. Not against disease or health. Not against love or a broken heart. Not against depression, not against financial freedom or imprisonment. Not against bullying or being bullied. Not against a fool or to be the fool. If we live in the surface, we will always see only that which is above. We are just human beings and my wish is that we can realize our fallibility. Broken people expect perfection from broken people. It is not possible. We all have mistakes, we all get hurt, we all have a path we walk that no one else will ever understand. Some people are open books and talk easy about their problems too whomever wants to hear or listen, others keep their problems private. But respect and understanding for others and how they do things is also necessary. Our hearts must beat with compassion. We must be tolerant but not let ourselves be overwhelmed. We must have boundaries without being unapproachable. We must love ourselves without becoming egotistical. Be informed but do not let yourself be drained so that you have no energy for yourself. Strive for growth, strive for peace, strive for tolerance and strive to accept one another with faults and good qualities. To move forward we must leave anger behind we must forgive and let go not just here but also in real life.

This is not aimed at anyone I just talk loudly to myself is sometimes good to give yourself a pep talk.
 
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