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The inner tumultuous dilemma: do I come out, and if so, when? I've spent SO long hiding everything related to my orientation in my offline life, and as it stands, I already feel my life slipping right through my fingers.

The more I want to come out, the louder the inner voice of resistance gets and the dirtier the tactics it employs to try to keep me from leaving the hell that is the closet.

Even once I do come out, there will still be all sorts of unresolved anxiety and paranoia, especially related to social situations, especially related to dating/relationships/sex/etc.

In summation: FUCKING AAAAAA.

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Whether you pick today or ten years from now, the fact is things will be messy and they'll get more difficult and messier before they get better.

Assuming there is no emotional or physical danger if you come out, then I'd ask you: How much longer will you deny yourself the life that you want?
 
The inner tumultuous dilemma: do I come out, and if so, when? I've spent SO long hiding everything related to my orientation in my offline life, and as it stands, I already feel my life slipping right through my fingers.

The more I want to come out, the louder the inner voice of resistance gets and the dirtier the tactics it employs to try to keep me from leaving the hell that is the closet.

Even once I do come out, there will still be all sorts of unresolved anxiety and paranoia, especially related to social situations, especially related to dating/relationships/sex/etc.

In summation: FUCKING AAAAAA.

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It's easier to be yourself than to have to mask all the time.
 
I had a conversation a while back and it made me think.....
Which is the more homosexual act, fucking another guy, or getting fucked by a guy?
I'd like to hear your thoughts before I give my opinion.
1. Why would one be "more" homosexual? What does "more homosexual" even mean? The fucker is in a dominating position, while the fuckee is in a submissive position. It doesn't make one of them more / less gay, it doesn't make the act more / less gay. Are we assuming that these guys are gay or straight or bi?

2. This part won't be an answer to your question, but me going bla bla bla...and being a bit crude :D

What does it matter? We've got things that go in and holes that take those things in.

Cocks / dildos / toys + mouths / pussies / ass = emotional bonding and/or physical pleasure in consenting adults. Who the fuck cares if it's a man, woman, transgender? If they are gay, lesbian, bi, straight?

If it makes you happy and it doesn't hurt you or anyone else, then be fucking happy and be happy fucking. Fuck labels.
 
Oh what fuckery is this that steals my sleep? Pain deeply grips my insides, jolting my mind to the present awareness. It is a thief, a liar, a foe that seeks to hide away the truth in plain sight. Awake! Awake and see it!

Can I take a nap first? :confused:
 
I'm starting to believe/conspire that the reason I don't keep in touch with anyone anymore is because of being afraid. Whether its ghosting or being left in the dark, I don't respond mostly because of those deteriorating reasons.. but I am the one doing them in the end without even realizing.
 

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