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It's not a little thought but had to be said..

As the hours keep counting down I can say I'll be happy to say goodbye to 2023. I did a lot of my breast reduction healing this year and I'm grateful that I had a great recovery and got the surgery itself, but the summer of 2023 was shit because that's when my mom was diagnosed with ALS. It's been such a heartbreaking experience to watch my mom get sicker and sicker and I can't do a damn thing about it. As I try to still embrace the good moments every now and then I feel like I get punched in my stomach to snap me back to the reality of what is going on with my mom. Everything is just different now and nothing will ever be like it once was. If there is one thing my mom has given me is to have incredible strength to push forward no matter what because God is in control and God is always there for me and I lean on him for strength and understanding.

I can only hope to have some good moments in 2024 and I pray that I get to have my mom here for another new year. Life is not fair at all and your life can change forever so fast and never did I think this would be happening to my mom and our family. I ask everyone to please never take your health for granted and all of the things you can do because it can be taken away so fast. Everyone who still has their mothers, I just ask you to cherish her as a person and cherish the time you share together because you never know what will happen. Appreciate your loved ones and be grateful for them because we only get one life to live.

Thank you to everyone who's been praying for my mom and my family. It really means a lot and we can definitely use all the prayers we can get. Although my mom has a fatal disease and no cure, prayers do help in so many other ways so just know you can still pray for the terminally sick people in the world and I know they would appreciate it too. I send everyone the warmest thoughts and best wishes for 2024. May peace, love, good health follow you always. Much love to all! May God Bless you in 2024. ❤️❤️❤️

❤ oh Storm thank you for sharing, I will pray for you & your family, if you ever need a friend...I am here, I think you are so brave and beautiful
 
I never truly realised how draining it is to feel the stress of "needing to relax" or "needing to enjoy yourself".

Christmas is one of my favourite times of the year. Last year I was so depressed I didn't celebrate it at all. This year I did, but a few days after, it's kicking my ass. So much to dread comin in January doesn't help either.

Forcing yourself to enjoy, to relax, doesn't work. But then how do you? What to do? *sighs*

If only we had an off switch...wish I had something helpful to say...sometimes writing/journaling helps me to pass time...xx
 
Sharing my favoured quote for this time of year from Neil Gaiman

May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope you read some fine books and kiss someone who thinks you're wonderful, and don't forget to make some art -- write or draw or build or sing or live as only you can. And I hope, somewhere in the next year, you surprise yourself.
 
I know why my anxiety has been so brutal lately and it all comes down to my mom and knowing she's dying and I can't stop it. My mind races so much and I feel so burned-out. :/
 
2023 was a dumpster fire of a year. Nearly losing loved ones, mental health struggles and having "friends" show they were anything but that.
The last time I left here, there was a very valid reason and my ah... posting habits... showed.
I have since, cut negative people out of my life and learned to redirect my "venting" to my journal instead and not here or at the few friends I have left.
I turn 37 Wednesday too, I have made it my goal to be better this year. For myself and everyone around me.
Okay, that's all from me and probably one of the few/only posts I will make. ❤️
 
2023 was a dumpster fire of a year. Nearly losing loved ones, mental health struggles and having "friends" show they were anything but that.
The last time I left here, there was a very valid reason and my ah... posting habits... showed.
I have since, cut negative people out of my life and learned to redirect my "venting" to my journal instead and not here or at the few friends I have left.
I turn 37 Wednesday too, I have made it my goal to be better this year. For myself and everyone around me.
Okay, that's all from me and probably one of the few/only posts I will make. ❤️
Good for you girly ❤️❤️
 
2023 was a dumpster fire of a year. Nearly losing loved ones, mental health struggles and having "friends" show they were anything but that.
The last time I left here, there was a very valid reason and my ah... posting habits... showed.
I have since, cut negative people out of my life and learned to redirect my "venting" to my journal instead and not here or at the few friends I have left.
I turn 37 Wednesday too, I have made it my goal to be better this year. For myself and everyone around me.
Okay, that's all from me and probably one of the few/only posts I will make. ❤️
Well I hope 2024 definitely treats you better, definitely a good goal to have set
 
Airports show you how gross people truly are. For example, this one girl across from me insists on not blowing her nose and instead keeps snorting to pull the snot back into her nose. It's disgusting.
Ewwwwwww. That is disgusting and nasty bestie very gross
 

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