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Even after 12 years this week is hard for me, Mother's day is bittersweet for me in a couple different ways. They say it gets better with time but that hurt will always be there.

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The hurt never goes away, you just learn how to live with the gaping hole in your heart.
*big hugs and lots of love* ♥︎♥︎
 
So f*cking tired of never feeling good enough. It's not someone else's doing at this point. It is ingrained in my being from the age of being a toddler. I'm trying to reprogram my thinking with therapy, but then your heart breaks, your anxieties and insecurities go haywire, your brain on overdrive trying to make sense out of nonsense, falling back into old and unhealthy thinking patterns. And there you are, feeling like that little girl again, who felt like no one wanted her and she would never be good enough.

Blergh!! Stop it brain!
 
So f*cking tired of never feeling good enough. It's not someone else's doing at this point. It is ingrained in my being from the age of being a toddler. I'm trying to reprogram my thinking with therapy, but then your heart breaks, your anxieties and insecurities go haywire, your brain on overdrive trying to make sense out of nonsense, falling back into old and unhealthy thinking patterns. And there you are, feeling like that little girl again, who felt like no one wanted her and she would never be good enough.

Blergh!! Stop it brain!
Hugs supporting you
 
So f*cking tired of never feeling good enough. It's not someone else's doing at this point. It is ingrained in my being from the age of being a toddler. I'm trying to reprogram my thinking with therapy, but then your heart breaks, your anxieties and insecurities go haywire, your brain on overdrive trying to make sense out of nonsense, falling back into old and unhealthy thinking patterns. And there you are, feeling like that little girl again, who felt like no one wanted her and she would never be good enough.

Blergh!! Stop it brain!

Depression sucks and it's strange to try and explain to someone how you just want a bit of nothing for a while, to press pause on your life to catch your breath and stop the world from spiraling any deeper. That if you don't have a few key things in life, you're going to be sad. Know that the voice in your head that tells you to pull through and be better will always be stronger than the voice that tells you to give up and break down. I can relate, because at this point, I have been through really low places where you feel inadequate as well. But like you, we have been here before and we have always looked back and been grateful that we pushed through. We are no strangers to pain, I don't think any of us in this forum here are. Despite our internal beliefs, we're a bunch of hard motherfuckers, I can promise you that much. You are strong @PrincessPraise, and you are needed.
 
So f*cking tired of never feeling good enough. It's not someone else's doing at this point. It is ingrained in my being from the age of being a toddler. I'm trying to reprogram my thinking with therapy, but then your heart breaks, your anxieties and insecurities go haywire, your brain on overdrive trying to make sense out of nonsense, falling back into old and unhealthy thinking patterns. And there you are, feeling like that little girl again, who felt like no one wanted her and she would never be good enough.

Blergh!! Stop it brain!
It’s like reading my own thoughts. I’m sorry you feel like this. I hope in time it gets better. You ARE worthy. You ARE good enough ❤️
 

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