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It's been 5 almost 6 months since my dad passed away. My mom and I are still sorting through the aftermath with lawyers and stuff. Plus the emotional trauma that still lingers and will most likely always linger. It does not get easier. Just a little more tolerable.
This year has been loss after loss. Some more major than the other. I want to... and have really to deal with it all on my own, but I can't anymore.
I have caved and made an appointment with a doctor. I'm tired.
It's okay to ask for help... just don't be me and wait until your sanity nearly snaps to do so.
*end rant*
 
I'm afraid I may have permanently damaged my hearing by forgetting earplugs during the F-18 afterburner take offs last week. My ears have been ringing, loudly and non-stop, ever since.

I don't know what to do and I'm getting quite worried after six days. It's so loud.
 
PrincessPraise said:
I'm afraid I may have permanently damaged my hearing by forgetting earplugs during the F-18 afterburner take offs last week. My ears have been ringing, loudly and non-stop, ever since.

I don't know what to do and I'm getting quite worried after six days. It's so loud.
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Hopefully it'll sorts itself out for you soon. Can you go and see a doctor about it?
 
brunette_ said:
It's been 5 almost 6 months since my dad passed away. My mom and I are still sorting through the aftermath with lawyers and stuff. Plus the emotional trauma that still lingers and will most likely always linger. It does not get easier. Just a little more tolerable.
This year has been loss after loss. Some more major than the other. I want to... and have really to deal with it all on my own, but I can't anymore.
I have caved and made an appointment with a doctor. I'm tired.
It's okay to ask for help... just don't be me and wait until your sanity nearly snaps to do so.
*end rant*
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I'm so sorry for all the losses you've had to bear. I've had my fair share too, but have learnt a thing or two about letting myself feel everything and then moving on and getting stronger. Hope you feel better soon. Xx
 
ChocolateVinny said:
I'm so sorry for all the losses you've had to bear. I've had my fair share too, but have learnt a thing or two about letting myself feel everything and then moving on and getting stronger. Hope you feel better soon. Xx
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That's the thing I'm having trouble with, moving on and letting things go. I definitely feel everything.. perhaps a bit too much. But the first bit and the crushing sadness I have felt is what's prompted me to reach out for extra help. It's not easy and asking for help isn't easy either.
I just want to feel like myself again and not like a walking trainwreck
 
brunette_ said:
That's the thing I'm having trouble with, moving on and letting things go. I definitely feel everything.. perhaps a bit too much. But the first bit and the crushing sadness I have felt is what's prompted me to reach out for extra help. It's not easy and asking for help isn't easy either.
I just want to feel like myself again and not like a walking trainwreck
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There are stages to grieving and everyone feels this and overcomes it differently. You'll be yourself again very soon. Hang in there!!
 
Hiya …over the past hour I keep feeling myself getting low so I keep logging off …I don’t want to keep bothering people and don’t want to post it on my profile so thought I would just post it on here ….it just keeps coming on and it’s not something I can control.

I am normally really good at hiding this kind of mood but am struggling to do that tonight …it’s sooo annoying much like I am lol …anyway am gonna log off go and open a bottle of wine then come back….to the site not here to bore you more lol
 
Grief is so weird and such a wild rollercoaster. The longer I go without seeing my mom, the more I start getting a bit, I guess annoyed, because I'm like, alright, it's getting harder and harder without being able to see my mom or talk to her, and I want that back so fucking bad. I have my decent days but definitely have those days where my heart feels extremely heavy. When you've had that person for so many years and then they are suddenly taken from you, it's like a dagger to your heart. I know my mom is at peace, and she's free and no longer suffering and I'll see her again one day, but of course, being human, I still struggle with having to live my life without her. I know I'll always miss her, and I'll never truly be the same, but I know in time I'll be better at coping with it as the years go by. I pray for her to visit me in my dreams just so I can see her again and hear her voice and tell her I love her. I look forward to seeing her again one day, but not knowing when really sucks. :(
 
highimstorm said:
Grief is so weird and such a wild rollercoaster. The longer I go without seeing my mom, the more I start getting a bit, I guess annoyed, because I'm like, alright, it's getting harder and harder without being able to see my mom or talk to her, and I want that back so fucking bad. I have my decent days but definitely have those days where my heart feels extremely heavy. When you've had that person for so many years and then they are suddenly taken from you, it's like a dagger to your heart. I know my mom is at peace, and she's free and no longer suffering and I'll see her again one day, but of course, being human, I still struggle with having to live my life without her. I know I'll always miss her, and I'll never truly be the same, but I know in time I'll be better at coping with it as the years go by. I pray for her to visit me in my dreams just so I can see her again and hear her voice and tell her I love her. I look forward to seeing her again one day, but not knowing when really sucks. :(
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*hugs* It's never going to be easy and I don't think it'll ever get easier at all. Just got to keep being ad strong as you already have been :)
 
highimstorm said:
Grief is so weird and such a wild rollercoaster. The longer I go without seeing my mom, the more I start getting a bit, I guess annoyed, because I'm like, alright, it's getting harder and harder without being able to see my mom or talk to her, and I want that back so fucking bad. I have my decent days but definitely have those days where my heart feels extremely heavy. When you've had that person for so many years and then they are suddenly taken from you, it's like a dagger to your heart. I know my mom is at peace, and she's free and no longer suffering and I'll see her again one day, but of course, being human, I still struggle with having to live my life without her. I know I'll always miss her, and I'll never truly be the same, but I know in time I'll be better at coping with it as the years go by. I pray for her to visit me in my dreams just so I can see her again and hear her voice and tell her I love her. I look forward to seeing her again one day, but not knowing when really sucks. :(
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Just want you to know I liked this not because of the awful subject but because of your amazing words ….im soo sorry for your loss when it happened …..people say it takes time to get over a loss like this but I’m not sure you ever do I just think you learn to deal with it…. Storm you always offer yourself out for people (yes like me) to talk to if we have issues but ….forget that ….if you ever need to talk, vent or whatever then I’m here much like many others are :)
 
Lil_wonders said:
Sunday morning and no plans for the day. Reached out to a couple of friends but they are all busy so what to do with my day?
and that’s as far as that thought has gone.
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Well what I would do is drive to my nearest beach, find somewhere good to sit then headphones on with cool music and people watch lol….if your lucky then maybe an ice cream as well if your unlucky then you will be beaten up by one of those roos ciaran was on about lol
 
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