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I don’t know you, and I am absolutely certain there is no worse person on this site to extend a support hand than myself…but remember you’re not alone. Slow deep belly breathes…fresh air…walk if you can. Sun will come up tomorrow. If it gets real dark, don’t be afraid to call a crisis line. It can save your life.
 
Whoever said life isn't hard, well they lie. LOL Life is hard and it seems to give you more than you can handle at times. I am not sure if anyone else ever feels this but I have for the past couple years. On and off depression due to health issues and on going health issues, seeing new specialists for this and that, deaths in the family. I used to see peace in death, not that I wanted to die but that I would finally be at peace, in my mind, body and spirit. I have always wished for that one day to wake up and not think of the trauma or physical ailments or meds i have to take all the time. Now I feel peace but there is still the days I fall apart. But I have learned you can be at peace in life not just in death. But I still have days that the darkness comes and I do not feel well and I get depressed because I can't run around y house or run up the stairs like I used to or walk around the block anymore. You never realize how much you take for granted until you don't have it anymore. Live life as much as you can and love deep and hard. It's stupid I play monopoly and I find happiness in the little things that every wednesday I can open my treasure box on my phone to see what I got this week. the new stickers and stuff. Sounds stupid but since I got sick and lost my life and everything I own. I have had to learn a new way of finding happiness and it truly has become the little things in my life. So be thankful. I am thankful for all you that are here. i know I don't come on often but the days I don't come are the days I have dr appt's or scans or I just can't get out of bed or I am just toooo tired. but know I do love all my friends here and i do think of you.❤️
 
I like New Year time. People have optimism and everyone else rallies around and supports their optimism. I'm resolving this year to attempt to plant optimism where and when it might fade and try to rally others to build on it all year....of course, we all know what happens to resolutions - lol.
 
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