For ages people have told me it’s good to talk to people well I no longer talk to anyone here about how I’m really feeling and all that stuff and I don’t feel any worse for it ….to be honest avoiding the subject and not making myself think about things is making me calmer or at least I feel calmer when here …and yes I do think about things all the fucking time but at my own pace….lol sorry I know my little thoughts are like a story rather than little