Thoughts Post your little thoughts.

Today I was frustrated with life and pain. I am glad I know it's ok to feel and I know that my feeling bitchy will go away and knowing O am not going to feel certain things or a certain way forever. You never know, you might hurt today but tomorrow waking up may be different. Thinking about my life and my anger about it. Not just what I am going through now but what I have gone through since I was very young. I think is this a tests, is someone going to show up in my life and say you have had enough sweety, time for you to just let someone else take the wheel and take care of you for once. Not have to worry about anything for once and just focus on feeling safe and loved. Having that feeling that things are not given or done for me with an ulterior motive. Because growing up, that's how life was. Just wondering if that feeling ends?
 
I used to worry about the meaning of things, before I realized there is no greater meaning. That doesn't mean things are meaningless, it means that meaning doesn't exist at all.
 
Trying to look on the bright side 🤷‍♀️

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