I'm not casting judgement, but I get the vibe that social cues aren't really your thing, so just a heads up that so far today by my count you've had 3 people ask you to stop talking about serial killers and cannibalism to the point where they logged off, called one person a slur that they clearly weren't cool with, and misgendered another.
Even if those are all simple mistakes, that's 5 people in a social circle that probably aren't getting the best vibes from you, not counting how many of their friends are put off on their behalf, on account of the fondness.
Doesn't take a psychologist or whatever