Hey all, I hope you're all okay and enjoying your weekend.
I've been really struggling on and off for a few weeks and I think I've now peaked with being at a mental breaking point.
I want you all to know that I love you all, but being here sometimes makes me feel even worse. I dont know how to describe it. I can't seem to find a foothold and the smallest things seem to be upsetting me.
I dont want or expect any sympathy, you've all, always been good to me, but im struggling to know where to go from here. Unless I can lift myself up from here I don't know what I offer.
I dont want to be a negative chain around all your ankles. I love and respect you all too much.
Im so sorry for everything.
Thank you all x