Morning Amber
Was thinking aIoud I guess so to speak, meant an element of it really.What about it?
He seems to put a lot of pressure on himselfWas thinking aIoud I guess so to speak, meant an element of it really.
YepHe seems to put a lot of pressure on himself![]()
Ciaran,Hey all, I hope you're all okay and enjoying your weekend.
I've been really struggling on and off for a few weeks and I think I've now peaked with being at a mental breaking point.
I want you all to know that I love you all, but being here sometimes makes me feel even worse. I dont know how to describe it. I can't seem to find a foothold and the smallest things seem to be upsetting me.
I dont want or expect any sympathy, you've all, always been good to me, but im struggling to know where to go from here. Unless I can lift myself up from here I don't know what I offer.
I dont want to be a negative chain around all your ankles. I love and respect you all too much.
Im so sorry for everything.
Thank you all x
Well said xCiaran,
First of all, thank you for having the strength and bravery and willingness to share your feelings with us. It's so easy to feel the need to hide our pain, or just kind of laugh it off. But people like you show us what it really means to be strong, even if you may not feel that way right now.
I wanna say all kinds of reassuring things to you right now about how loved you are and how awesome you are, but I don't think thats constructive right now, even though it's true. We love you Ciaran, and we will always be by your side. You've created this incredible community of friends who support each other and when one of us is not feeling good, we pounce! So we are here for you, no matter what.
You're an amazing man Ciaran. You always will be. Thank you for being in our lives. Take whatever time you need, and do whatever you need to do to feel better. If you need to chat, I promise you, anyone from your millions crew will happily talk to you for as long as you need. But we will respect whatever you need from us as well. Love you so much Ciaran! Always.
Bloody kids hahahaI offered my youngest to go and get breakfast at McDonalds… she declined… now I’m hungry
Sure it will taste better anywayGuess I’ll be having to make my own Egg McMuffin
Don't think anyone could express our (I think) collective feelings as well as thisCiaran,
First of all, thank you for having the strength and bravery and willingness to share your feelings with us. It's so easy to feel the need to hide our pain, or just kind of laugh it off. But people like you show us what it really means to be strong, even if you may not feel that way right now.
I wanna say all kinds of reassuring things to you right now about how loved you are and how awesome you are, but I don't think thats constructive right now, even though it's true. We love you Ciaran, and we will always be by your side. You've created this incredible community of friends who support each other and when one of us is not feeling good, we pounce! So we are here for you, no matter what.
You're an amazing man Ciaran. You always will be. Thank you for being in our lives. Take whatever time you need, and do whatever you need to do to feel better. If you need to chat, I promise you, anyone from your millions crew will happily talk to you for as long as you need. But we will respect whatever you need from us as well. Love you so much Ciaran! Always.
SupAlso ill take that mcmuffin please
I can't imagine how hard it is running in this heatSo I haven’t said much about it but I’m going to a running event this weekend where I could do a little or i could do a lot and this weather is going to ruinnnn my plans. Why can’t we have a typical June day of about 15c and cloudy????