Thanks everyone. I dont really know how to thank you all for your friendship and well wishes.
I'm feeling down at the moment and being alone helps my anxiety, so I might still be fairly quiet for a bit.
Plus sometimes this place just makes me feel icky(never millions though), which is probably unfair on people because I know I can be a gross perv as well.
I appreciate you all so much please know that

I am ok and won't be disappearing or deleting my account or anything