You got stood up and that's really disappointing. It says a lot more about the other person than it does about you. You deserve better. It breaks my heart too.
You get strength, courage, and replenished from your friends. Ive seen it a few times now. And they won't know to be there for you unless your willing to be loved by them.
Dont worry about my heart. Its bigger than most everybody's here. I empathize strongly, as thats what breaks it, since yours was broken. We all heal differently.
Hmm. Well, all I can really say is you would definitely be missed bunches and bunches. From experience, i would try to refrain from rash decisions while drinking. You cannot think clearly at all, even though in the moment it can seem like it.