It’s not even that, I just don’t feel like I fit the mold there or here for that matter anymore.
Plus totally forget initialing anything in chat, and don’t respond to people starting stuff either. It takes time and getting to know someone properly to build trust for that stuff. I hate how some people just wanna throw themselves all over each other. Have some respect…
I feel like I am a genuinely nice person, but people are pushing me to be something I am not.
Between the toxic masculinity and feeling like a failure for not making any connections besides a few DMs here and there, I think I need to move on from this place. It isn’t anyone in Millions’s fault or anything, it just calls into question why I even bother trying I’m better off alone and friendless.
It’s okay, and it really is sometimes. I am glad you got friends.
You deserve friends and people that care. Even if you are not the center of attention like some, you deserve the same amount as others. Your post are funny and interesting, don’t sell yourself short on that. I think when conversion gets rolling especially here it’s hard to keep up with it all.
You have been nice to me Amber, I really appreciate it. Thank you.