xoxoxAah man! That sucks big time... I've been to quite a few funerals from my own family...first my grandparents (maternal & paternal) then their siblings. It's painfull to see them go especially the way in which they went and the fact that I couldn't do anything about it is quite disheartening but, then I see the ones who are still with me and that they need my care and affection and I tell myself to be strong for them. You seem like a strong and calm guy and I'm sure you're gonna be a pillar of strength in such a time. Tc, man. *Hugs*